LC_TUROK
Humanity's Own Bastard
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- Joined
- May 4, 2018
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- 50
I'm 35, have never had a fair chance. I lost weight in high school, but that was too late for most. Even after that, women never were fair. I've gotten every excuse, justification, delay one can imagine. But now I look back, would it have killed one of them to leave the herd mentality?
This last one, "E.T.", the daughter of a colleague. Her poor excuses included the city I was from (Indianapolis), and the fact that she didn't know me yet. Correct me if I'm wrong, but doesn't EVERYONE meet the people they know for the first time? By that logic, no woman would ever talk to any guy. I tried pointing this out to her, but she wasn't listening. Once a woman doesn't like me, it's over, done. She should be glad her father didn't have the same luck. He goes by a woman's name, but her mom didn't call him a "fag" and walk off. Her very existence is hypocrisy.
I really try to stay rational and reasonable. How can I hang on? I don't want to be a killer like some who've made the news. I also recently stopped drinking for the time being. I'd like if that Cuestar guy on YouTube could read my comment. At least some others would know what I have to say.
This last one, "E.T.", the daughter of a colleague. Her poor excuses included the city I was from (Indianapolis), and the fact that she didn't know me yet. Correct me if I'm wrong, but doesn't EVERYONE meet the people they know for the first time? By that logic, no woman would ever talk to any guy. I tried pointing this out to her, but she wasn't listening. Once a woman doesn't like me, it's over, done. She should be glad her father didn't have the same luck. He goes by a woman's name, but her mom didn't call him a "fag" and walk off. Her very existence is hypocrisy.
I really try to stay rational and reasonable. How can I hang on? I don't want to be a killer like some who've made the news. I also recently stopped drinking for the time being. I'd like if that Cuestar guy on YouTube could read my comment. At least some others would know what I have to say.