It just slowly turns into apathy tbh
losing your soul, aging should be avoided
Music doesn't touch like it used to
i want to go before im 40
Nothing for subhumans past 30
never go out for nothing
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But there is anger at the bane of my existence
Same. Probably will too even if I don't rope because I have chronic health conditions that shorten lifespan. I also eat a 4,000 calorie a day junk food diet
id hate it if i left unintentionally tbh, whatever way itll happen itll be something great
I don't much care how it happens anymore tbh, as long as it's not too painful.
might as well jfl, last stretch of care and planning
I'm not planning on killing myself right now, but if I ever do, it will most likely be with a bullet right through my brain in a basement where I won't be found until there is no chance of survival.
very noble of u to not cause harm or do something for "legacy" or "impact" whatever the fuck that means after ur in a realm of nothingness. ig the idea of being praised, cared for, or hated by society is what our goals and intentions lead to. not so sure about this part of death
I don't really have a strong desire to hurt anyone that didn't directly harm me. I know society as a whole wronged us, but I'm not just gonna take revenge on people I don't even know. One thing I do wanna do before I die is take my loud af muscle car and do burnouts around the city blocks and rev the fuck out of it late at night to leave some marks. Also, I'm a night owl and the neighbor's are always doing noisy stuff in the early morning depriving me of sleep, and it really takes it's toll. Doing this with the car would wreck their sleep for a change and be a little retribution for all the times they ruined my sleep, lol.
lol man, i hope ur mind finds peace in the end somehow
Same. I try to enjoy what I can though while I'm here. At least when my dad passed away he left me that badass 1971 Camaro. It needs some serious repairs to be fully roadworthy, but I'm gonna do some crazy shit with that car. It's currently drivable around town, but needs the weak brakes addressed (probably needs a new brake booster), needs new tires, and some new steering parts. Once fixed, it's a 500 horsepower beast that can do sick burnouts and 115+ mph speed runs
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