shii410
I'm not black I'm O. J.
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even though I'd still like to have sex and intimacy and all that, it occupies a much smaller portion of my thoughts than it used to. it's ironic because for a long time I was actually more sentimental about that type of thing than most people, as in I unironically cared more about love and affection than the physical act of sex
it wasn't too long ago that thinking about inceldom made me feel genuine pain, anger and humiliation. but now I see it as more of a collateral, like it's just one of the many side affects of being autistic, unattractive and unsociable. my feelings about it have gone from "severe emotional distress from being incel" to "apathy towards inceldom because I see it as a side affect of a wider issue". I still feel sad that I missed out on the sexual aspects of life, but there's so many other basic life experiences that I missed out on which are honestly more crucial and are a bigger part of why I'm a fucked up, dysfunctional person
to give an idea of what I mean by apathy, if you go on any cuck sub like r/niceguys you'll see a bunch of incel tier guys sperging out at women after being rejected or whatever
I genuinely cannot imagine feeling that much anger and resentment over being rejected by a random foid on facebook. there have been some events in my life that did inspire that type of sheer hatred, but those were all way more serious and traumatic. not being desired by women is something that I'm used to, and I can't really consciously devote that much anger or energy towards it when my life is so fucked up in countless other ways. does anyone else feel similarly?
it wasn't too long ago that thinking about inceldom made me feel genuine pain, anger and humiliation. but now I see it as more of a collateral, like it's just one of the many side affects of being autistic, unattractive and unsociable. my feelings about it have gone from "severe emotional distress from being incel" to "apathy towards inceldom because I see it as a side affect of a wider issue". I still feel sad that I missed out on the sexual aspects of life, but there's so many other basic life experiences that I missed out on which are honestly more crucial and are a bigger part of why I'm a fucked up, dysfunctional person
to give an idea of what I mean by apathy, if you go on any cuck sub like r/niceguys you'll see a bunch of incel tier guys sperging out at women after being rejected or whatever
I genuinely cannot imagine feeling that much anger and resentment over being rejected by a random foid on facebook. there have been some events in my life that did inspire that type of sheer hatred, but those were all way more serious and traumatic. not being desired by women is something that I'm used to, and I can't really consciously devote that much anger or energy towards it when my life is so fucked up in countless other ways. does anyone else feel similarly?