check lost all hope, you'll see this caliber isn't very effective, also, a fucking handgun? Just buy a shotgun already
I hope you don't do it and find anything that may give you any pleasure in life, I think I found a very high list of copes to cope to. To be very honest, killing myself because roasties don't approve my looks doesn't sound like a very good idea, it's actually very a stupid reason to do so. I'm pro suicide if the person have an actual reason to kill himself, but doing it because of a roast, it's just pathetic. You may argue that females are everything that matters in life, if you do so, think about how pathetic you sound like, you literally put them in a pedestal, putting yourself below them, and no I'm not talking about "kunfidence", I'm talking about ending your life because you think you are lower than a animal.
If you really are going through it, I wish you luck and no suffering in your final moments, but think straight before doing it.