If the child me to see me today would think that I am a poor loser beta, when I was little I was literally violent and destructive and I often had murderous thoughts / suicides and I wanted to take revenge against the world, every day I brawled insult everyone and the authority believed I were son of the devil. Today I dreamed of my version as a child who insulted me and gave me the loser, at the time I was much more introverted while now I socialize with the normie because I understand that it is convenient. Now that I think about it, I had a lot more dignity than today
