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My parents pretended to love me but fucking abused me emotionally. As long my basics need are satisfied, they think I am happy.
If they really loved me they would encourage me to get nice haircut with my long hair instead of telling me to cut them.
Many girls would find me attractive with the hair. I could probably ascend.
-In highschool if I want to go somewhere else I had to lie so they'd let me go out. Even though one day at a birthday party (small one not the one you Americans have) my father saw me leaving the house at 5pm , it was about 7pm he started calling me . The food wasn't even served yet. I rushed and left around 8.
My cousin was having birthday pool party (my cousins , his sister's in law overall not more than 8 persons). He asked my cousin many questions before accepting I could go out. At the end of the day it was late, he asked my father if I could stay end comeback tomorrow morning. He accepted after many reflections. I was very ashamed in front of everyone.My cousin's sister in law said he shouldn't be this hard with me and my brother because we're boys not girls.
At my cousin's engagement, there was beer on the table. I went to take one he asked me to put it back in front of everyone while my little cousin (3 years younger than me) was drinking. I was 15-16years old at that time. I was very frustrated during the moment. He left at 8:00pm I didn't enjoy anything (the food , the moment... Etc)
I could have had some Americans friends when I first visited the US in 2017.Sometimes they would play at night . But he and my aunt had the same ideology, by 8:00pm everyone must be inside.
If my parents were cool , I could go outside with the normies (even though we're not close enough to be called friends but we grew in the neighborhood together). I would be social know to talk to girls ... Etc
Often we sit in front my house talking about everything, and then he just showed up and called me and my brother to come at he house immediately because it's late (8-9pm) .In front of my friends.He wasn't joking . Many times the gate was closed with the padlock. I had text my brother to open for me . Even though my parents often asked him to not open for me. One day no one opened for me , I was about to sleep at my grandma's house. My Grandma accepted but after called him (my father ) to let me in.
I hated December the normies in my neighborhood are going outside. They often left their house on December 24th and return on December 25th same for December 31th and January 1th. Meanwhile at 8pm I have to be my house without electricity doing nothing.
One December 24 th I asked him to go in that fair (2-5mins distance by feet).He refused, I cried that night.
I had a shitty childhood and no memories.
At some point they didn't want me to interract with the guys anymore because they smoke and are vulgar . It was right but they didn't influences me .I stayed the same. They think because I had a soccer ball , toys and PlayStation it was enough to stay friendless at home.
Most of these guys don't struggle with girls while I'm incel. Even though we grew together. Some of them are younger than me and mog me to oblivion. They always tell me to get braids . Unfortunately my parents would kicked me out.
That's why I wanted to study in another country so I could be independent and do whatever I want .
I am 24 now and would never get along and forget my parents for the sufferings they caused me. Even though they tried to act nice.
If they really loved me they would encourage me to get nice haircut with my long hair instead of telling me to cut them.
Many girls would find me attractive with the hair. I could probably ascend.
-In highschool if I want to go somewhere else I had to lie so they'd let me go out. Even though one day at a birthday party (small one not the one you Americans have) my father saw me leaving the house at 5pm , it was about 7pm he started calling me . The food wasn't even served yet. I rushed and left around 8.
My cousin was having birthday pool party (my cousins , his sister's in law overall not more than 8 persons). He asked my cousin many questions before accepting I could go out. At the end of the day it was late, he asked my father if I could stay end comeback tomorrow morning. He accepted after many reflections. I was very ashamed in front of everyone.My cousin's sister in law said he shouldn't be this hard with me and my brother because we're boys not girls.
At my cousin's engagement, there was beer on the table. I went to take one he asked me to put it back in front of everyone while my little cousin (3 years younger than me) was drinking. I was 15-16years old at that time. I was very frustrated during the moment. He left at 8:00pm I didn't enjoy anything (the food , the moment... Etc)
I could have had some Americans friends when I first visited the US in 2017.Sometimes they would play at night . But he and my aunt had the same ideology, by 8:00pm everyone must be inside.
If my parents were cool , I could go outside with the normies (even though we're not close enough to be called friends but we grew in the neighborhood together). I would be social know to talk to girls ... Etc
Often we sit in front my house talking about everything, and then he just showed up and called me and my brother to come at he house immediately because it's late (8-9pm) .In front of my friends.He wasn't joking . Many times the gate was closed with the padlock. I had text my brother to open for me . Even though my parents often asked him to not open for me. One day no one opened for me , I was about to sleep at my grandma's house. My Grandma accepted but after called him (my father ) to let me in.
I hated December the normies in my neighborhood are going outside. They often left their house on December 24th and return on December 25th same for December 31th and January 1th. Meanwhile at 8pm I have to be my house without electricity doing nothing.
One December 24 th I asked him to go in that fair (2-5mins distance by feet).He refused, I cried that night.
I had a shitty childhood and no memories.
At some point they didn't want me to interract with the guys anymore because they smoke and are vulgar . It was right but they didn't influences me .I stayed the same. They think because I had a soccer ball , toys and PlayStation it was enough to stay friendless at home.
Most of these guys don't struggle with girls while I'm incel. Even though we grew together. Some of them are younger than me and mog me to oblivion. They always tell me to get braids . Unfortunately my parents would kicked me out.
That's why I wanted to study in another country so I could be independent and do whatever I want .
I am 24 now and would never get along and forget my parents for the sufferings they caused me. Even though they tried to act nice.
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