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Today I confirmed that the most gl guy of my class is having an affair with the most attractive female there. I saw her going for a peck kiss with him when they were saying goodbye to each other.
The most suifuel part is that he was kinda with a "don't make it so obvious to people" attitude about it, and she was the one taking the initiative to kiss him and acting as if she was unable to resist kissing him. Me and him had set to study a bit after the class in the library, and so we did. In all that time, plus the bus trip back home (he lives near me), he didn't even mention the girl. In fact, I did, twice, and he didn't, even once.
When I arrived at class today, I was a bit late and we were having a video presentation. I seated a bit away from the bulk of my classmates. At one point, shortly after arriving there, I looked towards their side and both this girl and another guy from there waved their hands to me. She even smiled. I felt so good for a moment. This is the closest from an IOI I have received from such a desirable, prime girl in pretty much all of my life. More than a decade, at the very least. I couldn't even pay attention to what was being said in the presentation for a good 10-15 minutes after that had happened.
But that was before that guy who has an affair with her showing up, after it, her attention was 100% on him. I became a background character.
She could make me so much happy it's ridiculous. If I dated her, I would feel nuclear lifefuel and never even cogitate missing a class or failing some subject (so that she would advance without me). But of course she chose the better-looking guy who doesn't care much about her over me.
Personality is also a meme in the sense that Chads/Chadlites only have the kind of (generally) confident personality they have because of their life experiences. I too would feel confident and nonchalantly about kissing a girl like her if I had a life full of such experiences, without even putting effort. But as I want it so much and can't have it, of course I get anxious, sad, beta, obsessive, misogynistic, you name it.
I consider hating Chads and Chadlites cucked. Why hating them instead of hating the foid? She's the one who chooses to ignore you and go for them. She's the one who dedicates her efforts to please them while letting you rot and possibly even rope. She's the one caressing his skin while you don't even know how cuddling with a female feels like. She's the one willing to sacrifice her throat's or anus's well being for the sake of sexually pleasing Chad while you even touching her is considered something criminal and preposterous.
I have had Chadlite friends trying to make girls they were fucking kiss a truecel friend of ours, but of course they refused doing so.
Hating the guys instead of the foids, and especially hating them without hating the foids, is the most gynocentric feeling ever. I hate foids, not superior males. This guy is a total bro and treats me super well, she's the one who ignores me and gives all her attention to him when he comes by.
Also, moneycoping is such a gigantic cope. This guy is broke. He comes originally from a smaller town some dozens of miles away from here, he's renting some cubicle and unashamedly says he sometimes doesn't even have food at home and that he's broke.
But he's having an affair with a 18 yo prime, ridiculously attractive girl while so many middle class or even rich guys rot. The old bald ones, even with all the money in the world, have to put up with older gold digger roasties without ever knowing the feeling that is routine for my gl classmate. This is also why I think the left is retarded for focusing so much on poverty, being poor doesn't even compare to the suffering of being an incel unless you're literally starving or have to wageslave in some shitty blue collar job (which many poor people don't since they live from handouts).
Bottom line, it's pretty much impossible to escape the upward/downward spiral cycle of life. If you're ugly, you'll most likely also become beta, and then either become a delusional cuck with a repulsive weak SJW personality or a misogynist full of hatred like most of us are. Likewise, if you're gl, you live a life full of positive reinforcement that will shape your demeanor and mentality in a positive way.
The most suifuel part is that he was kinda with a "don't make it so obvious to people" attitude about it, and she was the one taking the initiative to kiss him and acting as if she was unable to resist kissing him. Me and him had set to study a bit after the class in the library, and so we did. In all that time, plus the bus trip back home (he lives near me), he didn't even mention the girl. In fact, I did, twice, and he didn't, even once.
When I arrived at class today, I was a bit late and we were having a video presentation. I seated a bit away from the bulk of my classmates. At one point, shortly after arriving there, I looked towards their side and both this girl and another guy from there waved their hands to me. She even smiled. I felt so good for a moment. This is the closest from an IOI I have received from such a desirable, prime girl in pretty much all of my life. More than a decade, at the very least. I couldn't even pay attention to what was being said in the presentation for a good 10-15 minutes after that had happened.
But that was before that guy who has an affair with her showing up, after it, her attention was 100% on him. I became a background character.
She could make me so much happy it's ridiculous. If I dated her, I would feel nuclear lifefuel and never even cogitate missing a class or failing some subject (so that she would advance without me). But of course she chose the better-looking guy who doesn't care much about her over me.
Personality is also a meme in the sense that Chads/Chadlites only have the kind of (generally) confident personality they have because of their life experiences. I too would feel confident and nonchalantly about kissing a girl like her if I had a life full of such experiences, without even putting effort. But as I want it so much and can't have it, of course I get anxious, sad, beta, obsessive, misogynistic, you name it.
I consider hating Chads and Chadlites cucked. Why hating them instead of hating the foid? She's the one who chooses to ignore you and go for them. She's the one who dedicates her efforts to please them while letting you rot and possibly even rope. She's the one caressing his skin while you don't even know how cuddling with a female feels like. She's the one willing to sacrifice her throat's or anus's well being for the sake of sexually pleasing Chad while you even touching her is considered something criminal and preposterous.
I have had Chadlite friends trying to make girls they were fucking kiss a truecel friend of ours, but of course they refused doing so.
Hating the guys instead of the foids, and especially hating them without hating the foids, is the most gynocentric feeling ever. I hate foids, not superior males. This guy is a total bro and treats me super well, she's the one who ignores me and gives all her attention to him when he comes by.
Also, moneycoping is such a gigantic cope. This guy is broke. He comes originally from a smaller town some dozens of miles away from here, he's renting some cubicle and unashamedly says he sometimes doesn't even have food at home and that he's broke.
But he's having an affair with a 18 yo prime, ridiculously attractive girl while so many middle class or even rich guys rot. The old bald ones, even with all the money in the world, have to put up with older gold digger roasties without ever knowing the feeling that is routine for my gl classmate. This is also why I think the left is retarded for focusing so much on poverty, being poor doesn't even compare to the suffering of being an incel unless you're literally starving or have to wageslave in some shitty blue collar job (which many poor people don't since they live from handouts).
Bottom line, it's pretty much impossible to escape the upward/downward spiral cycle of life. If you're ugly, you'll most likely also become beta, and then either become a delusional cuck with a repulsive weak SJW personality or a misogynist full of hatred like most of us are. Likewise, if you're gl, you live a life full of positive reinforcement that will shape your demeanor and mentality in a positive way.
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