Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I'm just so tired of it all.
There's just too many things that can go wrong in life, and because of my own flaws I've managed to actually make it go wrong in so many ways.
Even as a kid I wasn't happy. Not that my circumstances were bad, not at all. I've never seen the beauty in this thing called life. I remember wanting to grow up quickly so life will finally be awesome, and my parents were telling me that when I grow older I'll want to be small. I guess I've never really enjoyed life.
Now here I am. Exhausted. The years of ... so much shit have really gotten to me. I've wanted to just die in my sleep for so long now, but I've just accepted that I never will. I really don't want life to continue, but it will, and each die will bring more pain.
There's just too many things that can go wrong in life, and because of my own flaws I've managed to actually make it go wrong in so many ways.
Even as a kid I wasn't happy. Not that my circumstances were bad, not at all. I've never seen the beauty in this thing called life. I remember wanting to grow up quickly so life will finally be awesome, and my parents were telling me that when I grow older I'll want to be small. I guess I've never really enjoyed life.
Now here I am. Exhausted. The years of ... so much shit have really gotten to me. I've wanted to just die in my sleep for so long now, but I've just accepted that I never will. I really don't want life to continue, but it will, and each die will bring more pain.