Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I'm horrible at this stuff. I used to cope with thinking I was very smart or something. I'm not actually that smart either though. My memory can be bad, I can't concentrate for shit and I'm too lazy to invest time into anything in order to actually develop my intelligence or a skill.
Anyway, I'm very subhuman at all these things. Kindergarteners draw better than me, I can fuck up a stick figure. I'm too high inhib to play music even though I have 2 guitars and my parents always encouraged me to play, I felt too anxious to play with anyone, especially my parents hearing me (even though they practically begged me to learn). I was also way too fucking lazy to practice so I never even learned chords. Ohh and my fingers were always too weak and I couldn't do that bar thing where you put your finger over the entire fret.
BUT THE WORST of all, video games. This is a personal fuck you from the universe. Many tens of thousands of hours spent in this life playing video games, never got good or even much above average at them. It's like proof I'm retarded.
For example I played League of Legends for idk how many fucking hours, on and off every other year or so since like 2010. I'm still fucking silver. Fucking silver, even with watching youtube guides and reading reddit advice and shit. Fuck, I suck. Although me playing while laying in bed with my laptop probably hinders me a bit. Still, if this ain't proof I'm retarded I don't know what is.
Anyway, I'm very subhuman at all these things. Kindergarteners draw better than me, I can fuck up a stick figure. I'm too high inhib to play music even though I have 2 guitars and my parents always encouraged me to play, I felt too anxious to play with anyone, especially my parents hearing me (even though they practically begged me to learn). I was also way too fucking lazy to practice so I never even learned chords. Ohh and my fingers were always too weak and I couldn't do that bar thing where you put your finger over the entire fret.
BUT THE WORST of all, video games. This is a personal fuck you from the universe. Many tens of thousands of hours spent in this life playing video games, never got good or even much above average at them. It's like proof I'm retarded.
For example I played League of Legends for idk how many fucking hours, on and off every other year or so since like 2010. I'm still fucking silver. Fucking silver, even with watching youtube guides and reading reddit advice and shit. Fuck, I suck. Although me playing while laying in bed with my laptop probably hinders me a bit. Still, if this ain't proof I'm retarded I don't know what is.
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