Put it this way...
Due to years of Christ insane Jew brainwashing like most everyone else in western soyciety I’m of course afraid of going to the sadistic Hell the Jew “prince of peace” (lol, what a laugh) Jesus created for not only the fallen angels but those humans who did not sufficiently kiss his ass enough and grovel to him about how “bad” and “sinful” that they were while living ie in other words for acting and behaving how he programmed them to act and behave.
Alternatively I’m near equally terrified of my fellow atheists and nihilists being right and that there is nothing afterwards since it is a terrifying concept to me even with the shitty, depressing and disappointing life that I have led and had forced upon me (due to circumstances beyond my control) to be utterly destroyed and un-personed at the point of death rendering all that I ever was just a dead, useless, meaningless lump of meat not very different than say a chunk of frozen venison in some hunter’s freezer.