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Lebensmüder
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Apart from the obvious stuff with women. I have many subjects where I wanted to be good in but where I constantly failed and gave up.
Some of the subjects:
Some of the subjects:
- programming: constantly wanted to become better in it but I constantly fail, I cannot motivate myself and then start anew only to become frustrated after a short while, was shitty in programming since school, constantly I try to become better in it, because it's a requirement nowadays for any job but I am constantly overtaxed with even simple tasks
- math: especially everything related to geometry/vectors
- physics/engineering: cannot understand them, spatial thinking is definetely not my strength, I hate vectors too, there are almost no subjects in physics which I am good in despite trying to become better in it, even the simplest tasks in optics/electricity are far above my intelligence (cannot read circuits to save my life), also cannot understand how technology works (like car engines)
- music: cannot understand how it works, both on a theoretical/practical basis, tried to learn the guitar over years, but failed because of shitty/slow hand movements, previously tried the flute as a child and failed there too, also cannot sing
- sports: fail both theoretically/practically, cannot understand how certain movements work, I look at them but cannot recreate them, tried to gymmaxx but did everything wrong, when somebody tries to help I cannot recreate the movement, it's for me not understandable both on an intellectual/practical level, am a complete failure in lifting and cannot gain any muscle mass, have a shitty lung that fails under too cold conditions and in the summer due to allergies, am slower than morbidly obese people when it comes to running (even my >50-year-old boomer parents who are both not in a good shape healthmog me and are fitter than me), cannot jump (suffered a head injury in buck vaulting), cannot dodge or catch something (nearly broke my nose in dodge ball), etc.
- biology: even though I spent my entire life trying to learn that I am still mogged by many people in it, am shitty in anatomy or when it comes to spatial thinking on molecular scales (like molecule structure), I can learn stuff by hard, but cannot apply/understand it, I suck at species identification despite having read books about it since a child, I am also mogged easily because I know nothing about the modern stuff (in systematics for example) and know everything from older books, it's brutal when you see that you even suck in the thing you wanted to dedicate your life too, veterinary medicine/taxidermy also doesn't work because of shitty hand coordination (my dissection attempts look more like a Jack the Ripper like mutilation than clean/precise work), I am also shitty when it comes through seeing smaller stuff due to having eye problems, the worst thing that this is the subject I am best in (and I am even below average in it)