Are some people just not meant to be sober?

[trrrrrsarescary]

If you look at most recovered alcoholics and addicts, they're usually some normie who has friends and a place in the community or even a gf or wife and that is his "purpose" and his reason to not pick up the bottle again, but what about if you're an actually subhuman mentally ill autistic genetic car crash and being inebriated is the only time you don't fucking hate yourself and your existence? What hope is there of a person like that ever being successfully sober?

I'm obviously talking about myself in the bottom half of that paragraph, I used to be a real degenerate drinker getting drunk in the morning just to go back to sleep, I was sober from 15th Jan this year to 10th march and it was so fucking miserable, I was just riddled with constant anxiety and self hatred and I was stewing over the social rejection I face making myself almost scream in despair, I also have severe OCD which gives me crippling panic attacks and makes me think about my ugliness in these unique bizarre ways which causes further mental torture, so I feel like sobriety just isn't possible for people like me, unless I'm wrong, but I feel like in order to be successfully sober you need human connection and that's literally impossible for me because of my appearance and my autism, everyone just thinks I'm fucking creepy and I'm so agonizingly aware of it all the time

 

[VanGobbel]

alcohol will kill you short or longterm. Its the most vicious of drugs (because of widespread and instant availability)

 

[trrrrrsarescary]

alcohol will kill you short or longterm. Its the most vicious of drugs (because of widespread and instant availability)

The stress of being subhuman and having fucked genetics surely will too

 

[Usopp-sama]

, but what about if you're an actually subhuman mentally ill autistic genetic car crash and being inebriated is the only time you don't fucking hate yourself and your existence? What hope is there of a person like that ever being successfully sober?

What stops me from drinking is because my life would be even worse.

 

[Usopp-sama]

The stress of being subhuman and having fucked genetics surely will too

Lol I did a blood test and i have very high cortisol. Literally lack of girlfriend and normies bullying me is killing me slowly. But nah alcohol would make my life even worse.

 

[zd60]

i haven't been sober in a long time i can't even remember the last time i was

 

[drowningindenial]

i haven't been sober in a long time i can't even remember the last time i was

 

[SpookySpook]

i haven't been sober in a long time i can't even remember the last time i was

ITS OVER

 

[INVERTER]

What stops me from drinking more is the depression the next day and poor sleep.. also health reasons which are obvious. I still do it too much but I really need a good reason to cut back

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

If you look at most recovered alcoholics and addicts, they're usually some normie who has friends and a place in the community or even a gf or wife and that is his "purpose" and his reason to not pick up the bottle again, but what about if you're an actually subhuman mentally ill autistic genetic car crash and being inebriated is the only time you don't fucking hate yourself and your existence? What hope is there of a person like that ever being successfully sober?

I'm obviously talking about myself in the bottom half of that paragraph, I used to be a real degenerate drinker getting drunk in the morning just to go back to sleep, I was sober from 15th Jan this year to 10th march and it was so fucking miserable, I was just riddled with constant anxiety and self hatred and I was stewing over the social rejection I face making myself almost scream in despair, I also have severe OCD which gives me crippling panic attacks and makes me think about my ugliness in these unique bizarre ways which causes further mental torture, so I feel like sobriety just isn't possible for people like me, unless I'm wrong, but I feel like in order to be successfully sober you need human connection and that's literally impossible for me because of my appearance and my autism, everyone just thinks I'm fucking creepy and I'm so agonizingly aware of it all the time

most normies seem to desperately need some kind of forced fake story arc to try and make themselves into someone, otherwise they are not noticed at all

i gained 400 pounds and then lost it all!
i became an alcoholic and then recovered!
i got on drugs and then went into rehab successfully!
i went to jail and got back out!

etc

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

one of the most common identities for men who are subchad is "angry loud retard wants mommy to calm him down"

 

[Itsoverm8]

Fuck being sober

 

[Itsoverm8]

I hope I drink myself to death or overdose on some drug soon

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

some normie retard:
GRRRRRRRRRRR THAT GUY PISSED ME OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M GONNA GO OUT THERE AND KILL HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M GONNA START DRINKING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some incredibly ugly bitch:
omg sweetie calm down, do you want to talk

 

[Judge Holden]

If you look at most recovered alcoholics and addicts, they're usually some normie who has friends and a place in the community or even a gf or wife and that is his "purpose" and his reason to not pick up the bottle again, but what about if you're an actually subhuman mentally ill autistic genetic car crash and being inebriated is the only time you don't fucking hate yourself and your existence? What hope is there of a person like that ever being successfully sober?

I'm obviously talking about myself in the bottom half of that paragraph, I used to be a real degenerate drinker getting drunk in the morning just to go back to sleep, I was sober from 15th Jan this year to 10th march and it was so fucking miserable, I was just riddled with constant anxiety and self hatred and I was stewing over the social rejection I face making myself almost scream in despair, I also have severe OCD which gives me crippling panic attacks and makes me think about my ugliness in these unique bizarre ways which causes further mental torture, so I feel like sobriety just isn't possible for people like me, unless I'm wrong, but I feel like in order to be successfully sober you need human connection and that's literally impossible for me because of my appearance and my autism, everyone just thinks I'm fucking creepy and I'm so agonizingly aware of it all the time

I secretly take my dadcel beers to get drunk jfl