An incel who cares about what others think is not blackpilled. You think it's blackpilled, but it's not.
If it were blackpilled, you would know that everything and everyone hates you and wants your death at all times. There is absolutely nothing that you or anyone else can do to change that. If there is absolutely nothing that can be done, then it is absolutely irrational to worry about it. Concern only makes sense in a context where your action matters, which is not the case.