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Looking forward to not working on the weekend the moments up until leaving work on Friday is far better than the actual weekend. After work I go home and do a weed. I continue watching the youtube videos I was watching during the week of Detroit Become Human instead of playing the game. Speaking of games I look forward to playing them then never play more than 5 minutes. All the games I have I haven't played for a while so the gameplay or story is foggy to me but I don't want to start over either so I just don't play anything. And I rarely buy anything new because I regret 99% of games I think about buying. So I just continue watching youtube in a drugged out haze until it knocks me out and I wake up at like 8pm or something. I think of all the normies out having fun with their friends and I get depressed. I swear I am less depressed at work than I am during the weekend, and I think about ksging myself at work. At least I get social interaction at work. I browse incels.is and youtube and stuff some more then do more drugs to make me sleep again through the night.
I wake up in the late morning on Saturday and already I feel the dread of work setting in. I didn't do shit on Friday and already I won't be able to enjoy anything else because of this. I think of stuff to do and turn on my ps4. I open a couple games for a few seconds each before deleting the save files for most of them in frustration. I injest more dank 420 goodgood that compels me to snack on some shit and watch more youtube before sleeping some more. I awake in the late afternoon and my dread of work has worsened. I worry about all the stuff I've been putting off but am relieved I crossed one thing off the list. At least I tried to play a video game this time. I take any chance to get in my car to get out the house but every trip is pointless and just wasted gas money. I try riding my bike but immediately realize I haven't eaten shit all day which is probably why I have no energy to try any tricks. I get high again. Maybe I'll go to taco hell or dunkin donuts later if I don't fall asleep. but I guess it doesn't matter since taco hell is open 24hr.
I wake up in the late morning on Saturday and already I feel the dread of work setting in. I didn't do shit on Friday and already I won't be able to enjoy anything else because of this. I think of stuff to do and turn on my ps4. I open a couple games for a few seconds each before deleting the save files for most of them in frustration. I injest more dank 420 goodgood that compels me to snack on some shit and watch more youtube before sleeping some more. I awake in the late afternoon and my dread of work has worsened. I worry about all the stuff I've been putting off but am relieved I crossed one thing off the list. At least I tried to play a video game this time. I take any chance to get in my car to get out the house but every trip is pointless and just wasted gas money. I try riding my bike but immediately realize I haven't eaten shit all day which is probably why I have no energy to try any tricks. I get high again. Maybe I'll go to taco hell or dunkin donuts later if I don't fall asleep. but I guess it doesn't matter since taco hell is open 24hr.