cause i'm reminded of what i'll never be able to have, and how i'm too old for them anyways. a week ago i bought a used game online from someone, when i met them it was this young girl in her 20s, blonde, good shape. i wasn't expecting her to be that way, when i walked up to her car and exchanged the money for the game i instantly felt depressed. i haven't interacted with a hot girl like that in a couple years, maybe 3. it's very depressing being reminded that you're genetic trash who will never have that. i still even think about my oneitis from 5 years ago sometimes, only talked to her 3-4 times she was creeped out by me LOL i used to follow her around campus lmao fuck this hahahaaa
Hate seeing attractive girls in my highschool
