Serious anyone other incels starting to care less about women?

[ghostcell]

honestly at this point........ starting to care less and less.
blackpill has consumed me at this point so i know i wont ever have an intellectually stimulating or real love with a girl because im not a chad.
porn has made me desensitized to women's bodies and very picky in what i like.
i don't even really dream of ascending anymore. i just want to cope till the end.

on top of that, most women are just not good looking. and its all their own fault. they have bad bodies on average, don't take care of themselves well, look unkempt, have mediocre personalities at best, are not very interesting, and are probably very boring in bed too with non-chads. in the end its just a sack of flesh. and then there's risk of STD etc etc.

maybe i will just become a volcel or escortcel MGTOW soon. honestly starting to care less and less. all i want to do left is get a fulfilling or at least tolerable job and get some money to see the world and have a comfy as fuck house with huge bed, huge TV, nice shower, nice food and all that good stuff. maybe buy a nice car or motorbike.

i was afraid on my solo trip i would find it not meaningful because im alone but actually, not at all. i was completely fine travelling alone. when i saw the couples in restaurants etc. i just felt bad for those cucks. wasting their entire days to do whatever a woman wants, just for a chance to have sex with a woman that has been taken by many men already.

 

[Engineercel]

Still trying, I don't get as wound up about sex when alone. But when out in public, especially around summer, it's still hard to see people dressing like sex slaves, being carefree and getting affection like it's nothing

 

[PleaseKillMeLoseSkin]

More or less I just wish I could've had other incel friends that we could play board games on the weekends or something.

 

[BlackPilledKira]

What's the point of caring about something you'll never get?

I think hope is a cancer to incels, many don't want to admit it but there's a small fire of hope that keeps them obsessed with women due to believing there's a small chance that they'll actually escape inceldom and become normal.

I also suffer from this, hence why i'm going to spend around a month or two soon where i purely focus on getting a girlfriend, be it through attending social events or online dating. If i'm still alone and depressed at the end of this period then i can completely extinguish any hope i had left and accept that it's over. Once that lingering cloud of hope is gone and you emotionally accept your condition you can finally live freely by whatever standard you want, whether that leads to complete madness or creativity is up to the individual.

 

[Maeror]

Me.

 

[Henry de Montherlant]

That's the kind of thought I had two years ago OP. I totally think like you. However I think you have nothing to lose to wait and then try stuff. Indeed, some young girls in their 20's think solid old celibate men with a situation have things to teach them (kek), so maybe you could take profit then. Once you mentally ascended by living alone with your own high living and coping standard.

 

[blackletcel]

after seeing this prime jb today i cant

 

[VinnyVan]

Most of the time i am okay with being alone but sometimes i think about being alone for the rest of my life and it crushes me. I am in my mid 20's and while i missed out the best years of my life i still wish to experience love some day.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I am constantly stuck between 2 desires and it honestly depends on my mood

 

[Jockcel]

Same tbh ngl

 

[ghostcell]

Most of the time i am okay with being alone but sometimes i think about being alone for the rest of my life and it crushes me. I am in my mid 20's and while i missed out the best years of my life i still wish to experience love some day.

what do u find so appealing about it? to finally find a meaning in life when someone loves u or something?

 

[VinnyVan]

what do u find so appealing about it? to finally find a meaning in life when someone loves u or something?

Well there is more to life than being loved but it motivates you to do better in life. A life of isolation is not healthy for your mind.

 

[acnescarcel]

i thought it was impossible to be homeless in europe

 

[Stoiccel]

Yes. Still need something to fap to though.

 

[ghostcell]

i thought it was impossible to be homeless in europe

its near impossible but some people are literally that big of losers that they manage to become homeless in europe and addicted to drugs

 

[Tension]

It's getting to be that way for me too. Each and every day I'm beginning to progressively realise "I will never have this." My plan is to cope for as long as I can. It's all I have left really.

 

[Agent_Coper]

How old are you? I'm an oldcel (30yo) and feel the same.

 

[IncelmaBinHardon]

Once you become truly blackpilled (and most people on here definitely aren't), you realize that human beings are the most preposterously idiotic creatures. Worrying about sticking a small bit of yourself into someone else is ultimately pointless and futile and alters nothing about yourself or your life, once the short lived rush has passed. Worrying about being in a 'relationship' with another foolish human is a waste of effort. Very few couples are happy. Paranoia and insecurities abound. Being alone is far more liberating that most people - especially young guys - understand. Then again, I'm ancient compared to most people on here You care less and less as time goes by. It's much easier the older you get for most incels.

 

[shortcel]

For sure. I am now in my 30s, and nearly all women around my age have kids anyways. Not that I could even beta for them, women look at me in disgust like a small diseased rat, but even if I somehow could get extensive facial surgery and somehow find a way to get 5 inches taller (which still wouldnt even put me at 6ft) the absolute best I could hope for would be a dried up used whore with 2 kids left behind by some Chad(s). It's not worth caring anymore.

 

[UnfortunatelyINCEL98]

NO. Still need something to fap to though.

 

[Lossphox]

You care so much you made a thread about it

 

[ghostcell]

How old are you? I'm an oldcel (30yo) and feel the same.

22

You care so much you made a thread about it

are u stupid?

 

[Zerdax]

i totally lose interest in womans, i accepted that i was born to die alone, i already had a sexual experience a long time ago and i find the most overrated thing i ever done in life, now i like to be alone and i feel confort in that way

 

[Deleted member 7102]

Still trying, I don't get as wound up about sex when alone. But when out in public, especially around summer, it's still hard to see people dressing like sex slaves, being carefree and getting affection like it's nothing