Ngl honestly lately I don't even give a fuck about foids. Seeing that most normies don't even get to have their own foid, why the fuck would I think I should have one? Honestly what the fuck would I even do with one? I enjoy me time. Im quite awkward and have social anxiety. Having a foid would be really quite fucking annoying the more I think about it. Not evne coping right now. And you have to worry about getting cucked. I have to waste money on them and focus on keeping them entertained wtf? At least my loser incel friends fucking enjoy my company without me having to commit to them or buy them shit. And some of those faggots are fucking needy telling me I sleep too much or some bullshit? What the fucks that cuckery? They get pissed when I go offline too early lmao. And I'm supposed to have a fucking foid and focus on them and commit exclusively to them?
I have very little normie interests. I like things that aren't too eccentric and definitely have many/mostly normies interested in them, but still most normies are NOT interested in them. Not very strange but not very mainstream either, especially the amount of devotion I have towards these things which adds to the strangeness. My views are so unpc and offensive as well, I doubt most normie foids would like that and I don't wanna censor myself. Call it immature but I love talking shit about niggers, white faggot cucks, arabs, spics, sand niggers, fenian bastards, eurocuck moronic scumbags, retarded brazil idiots, and various displays of racism, xenophobic and offensive homophobic transphobic foidphobic stereotyping.
I seriously have no idea what I would even do with a foid to entertain them. Like Im not very outgoing and have very little interest in becoming outgoing. And if only 7% of normies get to be inside foids twice a week or more, including promiscuous gays/bisexuals, then what the fuck am I to want my own foid? I have absolutely nothing that would interest the average normie foid. I am also 5'2 and not particularly rich. I'm ethnic and have strong resentment against many normies. At this point I spend most of my time with my autistic devotion to specific interests (while I am a neurotypical) and trolling foreigners (largely by larping as an enemy foreigner of whatever political disputes going on) and researching my autistic interests and larping. Where the fuck would I fit a foid into this shit? I love sleeping and being NEET and when Im not neet I value my free time much more than I already do.
So all in all I all have nothing in common interest-wise with most normies, and Im not particularly special nor do I even think I want a foid at this point? Whats the point? "Companionship" doesn't interest me much tbh and I have much platonic association with my fellow autistic neetcels, and vice versa. If I get urges I just have a wank. Honestly I dont even flinch anymore from the retarded normie's "virgin" insults, because its becoming much more normal in society with 48% of unifags virgins and normies barely getting action.
I guess Im trying to ask with this rambling shit is am I the only one who doesn't really care anymore? I mean I don't like foids and shit but I just wanna live out my life as nicely as possible, invest into shit and get money and talk to my incel e-friends. I literally made my own imaginary foids and I am even getting a bit sick of them tbh but I feel like they fulfill my needs for having a foid as cringe as that may sound. Not completely, obviously it isn't the same as feeling a real humans warmth and affection and breathing rising but its w/e, in fact real foids are starting to become grosser and grosser to me. Anyone else feel similar now and care much less about foids? I honestly feel like my hobbycopes, politicopes, musicopes, movicopes, friendcopes, bookcopes, trollcopes, foodcopes, drugcopes and money I will be getting soon cope is keeping me content ngl. I am not suicidal or anything. Its whatever at this point. I used to care a lot more and genuinely constantly fantasize about shooting up places as I passed by, I used to sperg out into fits of rage and break and punch things until my hands bled. But lately the copes have been enough for me, its like whatever at this point.
I have very little normie interests. I like things that aren't too eccentric and definitely have many/mostly normies interested in them, but still most normies are NOT interested in them. Not very strange but not very mainstream either, especially the amount of devotion I have towards these things which adds to the strangeness. My views are so unpc and offensive as well, I doubt most normie foids would like that and I don't wanna censor myself. Call it immature but I love talking shit about niggers, white faggot cucks, arabs, spics, sand niggers, fenian bastards, eurocuck moronic scumbags, retarded brazil idiots, and various displays of racism, xenophobic and offensive homophobic transphobic foidphobic stereotyping.
I seriously have no idea what I would even do with a foid to entertain them. Like Im not very outgoing and have very little interest in becoming outgoing. And if only 7% of normies get to be inside foids twice a week or more, including promiscuous gays/bisexuals, then what the fuck am I to want my own foid? I have absolutely nothing that would interest the average normie foid. I am also 5'2 and not particularly rich. I'm ethnic and have strong resentment against many normies. At this point I spend most of my time with my autistic devotion to specific interests (while I am a neurotypical) and trolling foreigners (largely by larping as an enemy foreigner of whatever political disputes going on) and researching my autistic interests and larping. Where the fuck would I fit a foid into this shit? I love sleeping and being NEET and when Im not neet I value my free time much more than I already do.
So all in all I all have nothing in common interest-wise with most normies, and Im not particularly special nor do I even think I want a foid at this point? Whats the point? "Companionship" doesn't interest me much tbh and I have much platonic association with my fellow autistic neetcels, and vice versa. If I get urges I just have a wank. Honestly I dont even flinch anymore from the retarded normie's "virgin" insults, because its becoming much more normal in society with 48% of unifags virgins and normies barely getting action.
I guess Im trying to ask with this rambling shit is am I the only one who doesn't really care anymore? I mean I don't like foids and shit but I just wanna live out my life as nicely as possible, invest into shit and get money and talk to my incel e-friends. I literally made my own imaginary foids and I am even getting a bit sick of them tbh but I feel like they fulfill my needs for having a foid as cringe as that may sound. Not completely, obviously it isn't the same as feeling a real humans warmth and affection and breathing rising but its w/e, in fact real foids are starting to become grosser and grosser to me. Anyone else feel similar now and care much less about foids? I honestly feel like my hobbycopes, politicopes, musicopes, movicopes, friendcopes, bookcopes, trollcopes, foodcopes, drugcopes and money I will be getting soon cope is keeping me content ngl. I am not suicidal or anything. Its whatever at this point. I used to care a lot more and genuinely constantly fantasize about shooting up places as I passed by, I used to sperg out into fits of rage and break and punch things until my hands bled. But lately the copes have been enough for me, its like whatever at this point.
