TomathonClancy
Ugly Curry
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- May 1, 2018
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I used to work out nearly every day, and was a pretty fit guy. I had room to grow, but everyone noticed my imporvements. Guys gave me compliments, and I had finally gotten stuff like a six pack. Girls also acknowledged my body, but they didn't care. They had so much vehement hatred towards me. After finding out that a girl I had liked since middle school was ghosting me for 10 months and then told her sorority I was stalking her (I sent her one text in that six month period, for reference), I fell into a depression that lasted so long.
That was a year ago. I was 5'9ish, 150 pounds, and in good shape. I'm now 5'10 175 pounds, and while I can still look decent, I'm nowhere near my peak, and people have noticed. I had to convince them I was bulking (cope, I was really just drowning out my misery with fast food bignes with my roommate and barely working out).\
Every time I try to work out, I think about pointless it is to try and improve myself, only to be viewed as less than dirt by women. I don't know what to do or how to get back into it. I'm going back to the gym again today and hope to get a good workout but I just hope I can maintain consistency.
That was a year ago. I was 5'9ish, 150 pounds, and in good shape. I'm now 5'10 175 pounds, and while I can still look decent, I'm nowhere near my peak, and people have noticed. I had to convince them I was bulking (cope, I was really just drowning out my misery with fast food bignes with my roommate and barely working out).\
Every time I try to work out, I think about pointless it is to try and improve myself, only to be viewed as less than dirt by women. I don't know what to do or how to get back into it. I'm going back to the gym again today and hope to get a good workout but I just hope I can maintain consistency.