SuicideFuel Anyone here have OCD?

[Indari]

I've always had these compulsions but never realized what it was until now.
-squeaky sounds especially wet squeaky sounds like from opening walmart produce bags or pickles squeaking on my teeth make me cringe. also stuff like markers on paper
-trypophobia
-stepping on shower floor is massively uncomfortable especially if it's not at my house
-obsessive thoughts concerning decision-making. can't decide on one thing and feel massive regret about the consequences of a choice
-obsessing about things I am interested in. Can't think about anything else or sleep when researching an idea I'm interested in. obsess to the point of exhaustion
-since 10 years old have had over-sensitive gag reflex which crippled me for months and still affects me today. quit sports because of it
-sometime in elementary school had massive guilt over masturbating. progressed and I felt guilty about every little thing I'd ever done. literally stayed in bed crying nonstop for days but got over it over the course of months
-sometime in elementary school I kept wiping my tongue on my shirt because I felt there was something I needed to wipe off but got over it

 

[Napoleon de Nascar]

Intrusive thoughts. Also wanting to repeat same thing, because it was done "not right"

 

[Akkadian]

Are You me bro?

 

[ihaveno1]

yes man

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

@deeptroat

 

[Indari]

Are You me bro?

which things you relate?

 

[Deleted member 17719]

When I use public toilet I try to hold my breath as long as I can as I don't want to breath in others shit, when I have to breathe I breathe inside my t shirt

 

[Akkadian]

-obsessive thoughts concerning decision-making. can't decide on one thing and feel massive regret about the consequences of a choice
-obsessing about things I am interested in. Can't think about anything else or sleep when researching an idea I'm interested in. obsess to the point of exhaustion

obsessive thoughts concerning decision-making. can't decide on one thing and feel massive regret about the consequences of a choice
-obsessing about things I am interested in. Can't think about anything else or sleep when researching an idea I'm interested in. obsess to the point of exhaustion
-sometime in elementary school I kept wiping my tongue on my shirt because I felt there was something I needed to wipe off but got over it

which things you relate?

It never began bro

 

[deeptroat]

-obsessive thoughts concerning decision-making. can't decide on one thing and feel massive regret about the consequences of a choice

Intrusive thoughts. Also wanting to repeat same thing, because it was done "not right"

pretty much @Napoleon de Geso

It is quite common mental disorder among incels. I have a theory that it could be initiated by having an oneitis (or several) and being dealt only unrequited love. It is probably not the case, but if u are (or was) prone to oneitis, chances are that u are prone to OCD as well.
It's similar to being obsessed with a person, but whilst it is dopamine that makes thoughts of limerence object flash up constantly, it's anxiety that initiates intrusive thoughts and perceivable alleviation of it when u take countermeasures (compulsions).

 

[Deleted member 16624]

Trypophobia makes me suicidal.

 

[Valiant Virgin]

Yes bro. It's become a lot worse over the last couple of years. My most prominent facets are:

- Intrusive thoughts. Associating words or thoughts with certain things.

- Obsession with neatness and order. Objects (e.g. table mats, remote controls) have to perfectly aligned and parallel with one another.

- Repeating the same actions to an obsessive extent. Ironing clothes is a good example - I iron everything, including boxers and socks, and when I iron socks I go over them five times from left to right, turn them over and go over them five times from left to right again.

 

[ThirdWorldcel]

I hate loud music