Billowel
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I feel like i am ageing at an unprecedented rate. My mother said that this girl who must be almost 30,is actually around my age.Now, obviously my mother knows my age,but to be compared to that women is pretty strange.Maybe i should ask her age next time i see her.
My reaction times isn't like it used to be when i was 15.I remember being 15 and playing any game and always being on top of the leaderboards and doing extremely well.Now i am like bottom or mid at best always.The latter is who cares tier.
My memory also seems to be getting worse.I was filling a form a few days ago,and got nervous because it felt weird to write.Now i write everyday,and it's clear i haven't forgotten how to write,but it's weird.
it's so weird thinking about my real life name and my real life age.I feel incredibly old and distant from who i am.My name and my person and who i see in the mirror looks like a completely different person from who i am.
anyone here who relates?
My reaction times isn't like it used to be when i was 15.I remember being 15 and playing any game and always being on top of the leaderboards and doing extremely well.Now i am like bottom or mid at best always.The latter is who cares tier.
My memory also seems to be getting worse.I was filling a form a few days ago,and got nervous because it felt weird to write.Now i write everyday,and it's clear i haven't forgotten how to write,but it's weird.
it's so weird thinking about my real life name and my real life age.I feel incredibly old and distant from who i am.My name and my person and who i see in the mirror looks like a completely different person from who i am.
anyone here who relates?