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Well, what I mean, is that there's this aura normie relatives give off that they are above me and that I'm a parasite.
I try to connect with them but they clearly think I'm subhuman for not being a wage slave, and it means that conversations cannot flow because they see me as an enemy.
Maybe I'm imagining it.
It got to the point where, at extended family events, no one would hug or shake my hand when greeting or saying goodbye. Like I would lift up to shake their hands and they'd ignore me. It's a brutal feeling.
I feel as if my cousins tell my uncles that I'm a hobo on disability, and that means I'm scum.
Even at a brutal wedding I attended, which was very anxiety inducing due to nig sound and retarded people, I had to mingle around with strangers and relatives, and yet again I'm rejected a handshake. I said hi to my cousin's tall Chad best friend that I knew since a child, thinking he'd be ecstatic to talk (seeing we have many memories). I lifted my hand up to shake, he looked down, gave me a ick face and turned away. Like wtf. These rejections make me think i have leprosy.
I've done nothing, literally nothing.
I try to connect with them but they clearly think I'm subhuman for not being a wage slave, and it means that conversations cannot flow because they see me as an enemy.
Maybe I'm imagining it.
It got to the point where, at extended family events, no one would hug or shake my hand when greeting or saying goodbye. Like I would lift up to shake their hands and they'd ignore me. It's a brutal feeling.
I feel as if my cousins tell my uncles that I'm a hobo on disability, and that means I'm scum.
Even at a brutal wedding I attended, which was very anxiety inducing due to nig sound and retarded people, I had to mingle around with strangers and relatives, and yet again I'm rejected a handshake. I said hi to my cousin's tall Chad best friend that I knew since a child, thinking he'd be ecstatic to talk (seeing we have many memories). I lifted my hand up to shake, he looked down, gave me a ick face and turned away. Like wtf. These rejections make me think i have leprosy.
I've done nothing, literally nothing.
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