It's almost three in the morning and I am just laying in my bed in the darkness of my room just staring into space. I never feel tired, and I can never sleep. Everyday is just the same shit with nothing to look forward to, my mind is blank most of the time. I am only waiting until the day that I die or choose to take my own life.
My cell phone never rings, I always hope that someday I will wake up to a message or notification from someone but I know it wont happen anytime soon. Every night I just stare into the dark abyss of my room, knowing that I will die an ugly virgin loser.
I will never be in the position to get into a relationship with anyone because of ugly repulsive face, I avoid mirrors at all times so I don't accidentally remind myself of much of a failure I am, a subhuman piece of trash that will never excel at anything. I feel like an animal awaiting my fate to be slaughtered and used as food as I lay in my bed every night knowing I will die alone.
My cell phone never rings, I always hope that someday I will wake up to a message or notification from someone but I know it wont happen anytime soon. Every night I just stare into the dark abyss of my room, knowing that I will die an ugly virgin loser.
I will never be in the position to get into a relationship with anyone because of ugly repulsive face, I avoid mirrors at all times so I don't accidentally remind myself of much of a failure I am, a subhuman piece of trash that will never excel at anything. I feel like an animal awaiting my fate to be slaughtered and used as food as I lay in my bed every night knowing I will die alone.
