Anyone has random "exploding body" experiences?

[Fontaine]

My brain sometimes gets on some kind of cruise mode were it imagines I am a suicide bomber and just detonated. I can visualize with uncanny detail the flying body parts, the smoke, the chaos and the sirens.

I have no actual desire to harm people or myself (I am in fact the most anti-suicide, anti-violence guy on this forum), my brain secretes this weird fantasy all by itself.

I think my brain has grown tired of my body limiting its potential and it is its way of coping.

 

[PoodankMcGee]

Happens to me sometimes. During graduation when we stood during the national anthem my mind came up with visions of napalm bombings while i was staring at the flag

 

[Adamski]

Yep. I also get the urge to just run down the hallway of this apartment block screaming and punching the walls.

 

[Sadist]

its your inner sand nigger trying to get out

 

[Mainländer]

its your inner sand nigger trying to get out

Kek.

Never happened to me.