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In HS I was a witty functioning extroverted NT, I did this as a shortcel by being as witty, ridiculous and hilarious as possible. It got to the point where teachers didn't even care what I said or did, no matter how controversial, they just watched me like a clown; whereas low IQ tall Chad got all the extra attention by guidence counselors for them to get into prestigious schools. I hung out with the cool kids but only to be handed around like a joint. A clown to be laughed at and forgotten, and never, ever was I intimate or flirted with anyone because of my height and skinny stature.
After acquiring lupus and a neurodegenerative brain disorder, my wit and ability to function in my twenties has declined to near autist levels.
I never had an ounce of anxiety in HS, and now I cannot even talk to people with out feeling fight or flight sensations deep in amygdala.
I argue that average short and ND is much worse than any other parameter. NDcels live in another world compared to NTcels, I would know, I experienced both.
After acquiring lupus and a neurodegenerative brain disorder, my wit and ability to function in my twenties has declined to near autist levels.
I never had an ounce of anxiety in HS, and now I cannot even talk to people with out feeling fight or flight sensations deep in amygdala.
I argue that average short and ND is much worse than any other parameter. NDcels live in another world compared to NTcels, I would know, I experienced both.
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