I get suicidal thoughts daily. I wish I never existed.
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I get suicidal thoughts daily. I wish I never existed.
Same
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same. what are you suicidal about brocel
Ngl no. But that’s for certain reasons but I have no ambitions and just rot all day if that counts. I’m pretty much waiting for my death
I failed in everything I tried in life. My body is too weak and subhuman.
yeah
Same.
prob more like twice weekly I would guess as an average
Became depressed after getting rejected by my oneitis. Thought about suicide from time to time. Then lost almost all my friends because they didn’t want to be around a depressedcel. Now I think about suicide every day. To top it all off, I was suspended from med school for looking up ER in class, which made me even more socially isolated. Now I think I’ll be visiting a gun range pretty soon, not to turn the gun on myself but just to see what shooting one is like. And if I find it acceptable, I’ll be returning a second time, this time to turn the gun on myself.
Same. But I find ways to cope, sometimes.
Brutal man. Medmaxxing is hard work.
I cope too but copes can't be a substitute for the real thing. The void remains unfilled.
I don’t think it’s that bad on its own. But I’m on a huge amount of Jew pills and that’s what makes it hard.
Are you ever coming back to the coomer server?
Why?
Yeah I am. I'm just out of town and discord won't let me log in from this new IP. I tried several times and it kept rejecting me. I'll be back next week.
Send link to it I thought it was taken down
I never knew you were in it but I pmed you the link.
Started with SSRIs when I became depressed. It began with getting rejected by my oneitis but it spiralled into something bigger.Why?
Then, all of sudden, all my friends stopped talking to me. I thought it was the result of some evil plan/collusion, and when I told the psychiatrist who was treating my depression this, he said I was psychotic and prescribed me Jew pills for that.
I don’t have any more thoughts like that, but I’m still forced to take Jew pills for psychosis. Take them for depression too, but they don’t do much and I’m thinking of switching SSRIs, I’d I don’t rope first.
It depends on the day
Yes indeed. Thinking of stopping them, but that would anger the team that’s treating me, and their support is pretty much the only thing stopping me from roping. They say that you need to take Jew pills for 1 year min after having a psychotic episode, but if it goes any longer than that I think I’ll bite the bullet and stop.Brutal.
No but im rotting and losing myself in my head
Yeah but I'm too much of a coward to ever act out on it
It was better for a few months but now i have them every day again
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I wake up in a suicidal dread everyday and it takes a good 10 minutes to shake it off
This sounds eerily similar to my own situation
Not really
Me
Brutal
I’m sorry brocel, it’s a tough situation. Message me if you want to talk about it.
EVERY SINGLE MINUTE
come on don't feel sad we're destined to die anyways
Since 2015 or so every fcking day. Had also some failed attempts..
Only when I'm employed
Every 2 to 3 days but not for too long
Same and i spend a lot of my day listening to sad music imagining myself commiting suicide
Not anymore, but I used to. In fact suicide hasn't been on my mind in a while. I started meditating again, so maybe that's it.
Daily? Every hour.
Yeah,my ''life'' sucks
Daily pretty much
It's basically a drug.
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