It's crazy how much the average socially integrated normie or foid lifemogs me.
I'm almost 23, never worked a real job (I never had a job that made me work more than once a week, while my foid classmates in university at 19 years old already had their hands (and wallets) full by working part-time, tutoring high-schoolers and getting various gigs, all while also studying), which means that not only I never developed economic independence from my parents and I get out-earned by foids, but most importantly I never learned to deal with people and responsibilities.
This year I'll start working fulltime at Amazon or in some soul-crushing factory just to survive and probably that'll be my future.
I never learned any useful skill like languages or playing an instrument. I never played any sport as a teen and kid, I didn't even pay any attention at all in school. I am totally incompetent in every field there is.
I never lived any adventure or experience. I never traveled, there was no point, and I skipped all the school trips because they were expensive and I had no friends in class.
I was totally numb, stupid and depressed and I wasted all my days staring at the ceiling. I didn't think that I had a chance at living a normal life, and I was right about that.
Do I regret anything? It's not like I had a chance to make things better. My only regret is not training hard enough to become a pro at drawing, it's the only thing where I wasn't below others in terms of potential.