Venting Anyone else want to rope around christmas?

[little_man23]

Anyone else like me have to sit with some familymembers (my last time) and listen to normal fags talk about relationships.

Its fucking suicide fuel. Everyone is mogging me. My little brother is showing of hes new gf while parent are drooling over her and not even talking to me lmao.

So hows your christmas going?

 

[undesiredsamsung]

The ropefuel isn’t as bad as compared to last year

 

[undesiredsamsung]

The ropefuel isn’t as bad as compared to last year

This year has been alright so far, been rather feeling apathetic and numb than sad or mad.

 

[endoftheskies]

Anyone else like me have to sit with some familymembers (my last time) and listen to normal fags talk avout relationships.

Its fucking suicide fuel. Everyone is mogging me. My little brother is showing of hes new gf while parent are drooling over her and not even talking to me lmao.

So hows your christmas going?

Same as every other year. The years are starting to blend together.

 

[foidslayer118]

Maybe the thought comes across ur mind here and there but I’m too afraid, it’s better to live since I cling to the hope of one day experiencing love. It’s my way of cope but it works.

 

[little_man23]

Same as every other year. The years are starting to blend together.

I feel you it makes me inwilling to keep participating. I can get mogged on the streets too thats why i barely go outside

 

[little_man23]

Maybe the thought comes across ur mind here and there but I’m too afraid, it’s better to live since I cling to the hope of one day experiencing love. It’s my way of cope but it works.

Not yet ebraced the blackpill. Talk to you in 5 years

 

[foidslayer118]

Not yet ebraced the blackpill. Talk to you in 5 years

Agreed, might hit anytime soon but I won’t go forcing it.

 

[Cuckoja]

I want to rope throughout entire year

 

[little_man23]

I want to rope throughout entire year

same here. Just dont have the guts maybe next year hows that for a new years resolution

 

[Cuckoja]

same here. Just dont have the guts maybe next year hows that for a new years resolution

Same. Im tempted to get a gun. That would make things easier.

 

[little_man23]

Same. Im tempted to get a gun. That would make things easier.

Someone offered me one 2 weeks ago and i just knew if i bought it i would die the next day. Today im wondering why i didint get it

 

[incelno.1]

I just come from my family aswell and shit was brutal they were talking abt how smart my cousin is and that he is experiencing his sexuality rn and I just sat there and looked at the void. MY COUSIN IS A TRANS MAN

 

[little_man23]

I just come from my family aswell and shit was brutal they were talking abt how smart my cousin is and that he is experiencing his sexuality rn and I just sat there and looked at the void. MY COUSIN IS A TRANS MAN

Brutal

 

[Grodd]

Same as every other year. The years are starting to blend together.

 

[Cuckoja]

Someone offered me one 2 weeks ago and i just knew if i bought it i would die the next day. Today im wondering why i didint get it

Same, i know if i get one, its matter of hours before i depart. Im not sure that i can do that to my siblings, they already lost one brother

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I want to rope throughout entire year

 

[incelno.1]

yep and hes 4 years younger and 165cm and next year we are gonna be at the same educational level

 

[little_man23]

Same, i know if i get one, its matter of hours before i depart. Im not sure that i can do that to my siblings, they already lost one brother

For me its dad already lost 1 kid. Life is a brutal game.. and we are not winning

 

[little_man23]

yep and hes 4 years younger and 165cm and next year we are gonna be at the same educational level

I honestly feel you i have a 4 years younger lil bro who is 2 meters tall with new girls each year

 

[Cuckoja]

For me its dad already lost 1 kid. Life is a brutal game.. and we are not winning

Yeah, life is too hard, just being alive.

 

[Julius1]

Yeah I think of roping on special occasions, but then remind myself no one would give a fuck and I would've roped if I truly wanted

 

[little_man23]

Yeah I think of roping on special occasions, but then remind myself no one would give a fuck and I would've roped if I truly wanted

I feel for you we deserve better

 

[Biggie cheesel]

Most likely will rope when my parents die, probably on a christmas. I assume they will be dead when I'm 40.

 

[little_man23]

Most likely will rope when my parents die, probably on a christmas. I assume they will be dead when I'm 40.

Thats been my plan last 4 years. But special occations make me care less