SuicideFuel Anyone else want to cry when you imagine your own birth and compare the joy of that moment to the sheer darkness you now live in?

[RetardedChinlet]

I cannot believe I was once a mere innocent baby.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Yes. Except, thinking of my birth and short time as an infant/toddler has always filled me with sadness.

 

[ShowerTaker]

I used to be happy as fuck, dude.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Yes. Except, thinking of my birth and short time as an infant/toddler has always filled me with sadness.

 

[RetardedChinlet]

Yes. Except, thinking of my birth and short time as an infant/toddler has always filled me with sadness.

I used to be happy as fuck, dude.
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Yep. We were all so full of hope.

 

[bignose]

Yep. We were all so full of hope.

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[Moody-Silver]

Our life was great before the first crush rejection.

 

[HowHerring]

Yes. I also have my birth tag saved by my mother. Sometimes I take it just to fiddle with it for a while and every time I start experiencing a crushing sadness mixed with terror and hopelessness. I cannot fully comprehend that I was an infant and that infant is me now. Like, that happy little guy is me now. What the fuck