Anyone Else Suffered From Weird Paranoias in the Past?

[ItheIthe]

I used to have extreme paranoia that:

A. My cat was a real person from my school transformed into an animal to spy on me
B. People could telepathically spy on me and see all the embarrassing shit I was doing/read my thoughts
C. I believe that I was cursed/there was a literal global conspiracy against me
D. I believed that every time a person was laughing, they were laughing at me.

Don't really believe this now, but the thoughts still enter my head. I will say, though, all this paranoia made me SO self-aware and aware of others that I now have the ability to switch in and out of personalities, and turn emotions on/off at the flip of a switch. It was definitely torture to go through, but I can run any game I want now due to my ability to flip personalities at the click off a button. And I also have extreme awareness of EXACTLY what I say (And how I say it), and the manner in which I present myself. It's been beneficial, overall.

 

[VST]

I used to think that I was in some kind of running joke that all of humanity is in on except me.
Sort of like that one black mirror episode.

 

[IsolationHurts]

Yes, lots. But i smoke weed, and i know it causes paranoia, so i dont take them very serious. Even if i live alone, sometimes i think theres someone in the house and every noise, voice and moving thing kind of scares me for a while. Isolation doesnt help either.

 

[ItheIthe]

I used to think that I was in some kind of running joke that all of humanity is in on except me.
Sort of like that one black mirror episode.

Oh yes I also believed this and GENUINELY THOUGHT I was cursed and that every time people were laughing, they were laughing at me.

 

[whogivesafucc]

I think everyone is laughing at me and hates me.
I also think that people can read my thoughts, I used to only think about certain "normal stuff" when I was among people

 

[ItheIthe]

I think everyone is laughing at me and hates me.
I also think that people can read my thoughts, I used to only think about certain "normal stuff" when I was among people

I relate to both of those, and I think that is part of having really high inhib (Not anymore though).

I used to try to think about "normal" things or not think at all around people because I was afraid they could read my thoughts.

 

[_incelinside]

I used to have extreme paranoia that:

A. My cat was a real person from my school transformed into an animal to spy on me
B. People could telepathically spy on me and see all the embarrassing shit I was doing
C. I believe that I was cursed/there was a literal global conspiracy against me
D. I believed that every time a person was laughing, they were laughing at me.

Don't really believe this now, but the thoughts still enter my head.

This delusion fucked with me big time

 

[Sadist]

B. People could telepathically spy on me and see all the embarrassing shit I was doing
D. I believed that every time a person was laughing, they were laughing at me.

I still think this, although I don't they they telepathically spy on me but instead can read my thoughts cause everytime I think of something radical or weird I see people stare at me and give weird looks its uncanny.

 

[sorrowfulsad]

B. People could telepathically spy on me and see all the embarrassing shit I was doing
C. I believe that I was cursed/there was a literal global conspiracy against me
D. I believed that every time a person was laughing, they were laughing at me.

Those 3 + I thought that my friends years ago talked shit about me ( Now I think they didnt) so I cut them out of my life. They all 4 have gf's now though and a good social circle.

 

[Surgeon666]

Yea my heads fucked too m8

 

[DustyJarCoffee]

C. I believe that I was cursed/there was a literal global conspiracy against me
D. I believed that every time a person was laughing, they were laughing at me.

iktf

 

[ion]

People CAN read your mind through your body language and appearance.

 

[Deleted member 126]

I think everyone is laughing at me and hates me.
I also think that people can read my thoughts, I used to only think about certain "normal stuff" when I was among people

Same

 

[Jew]

tbh i think you suffer from multiple personalities disorder/early schizophrenia

 

[jackbud]

i have schizotypal disorder so i deal with similar issues

 

[NotQuiteChadLite]

My Aspie Neuroses make your normie-tics look like child's play.

 

[Allblueeeee]

-People spyed me when i was on the toilet to take a pic of my dick and make fun of it

 

[dIwbi]

I think everyone is laughing at me and hates me.
I also think that people can read my thoughts, I used to only think about certain "normal stuff" when I was among people

 

[C450_4matic]

Peoole who read minds