Apocalypse feels like the best thing that could happen for an incel like me. Not anything like Gamma ray burst or 2012, but just one where civilization collapses.
I just feel like I belong in a world like that. The thought of living in a world that’s ended, just feels comforting and relaxing somehow.
I keep hearing about stuff like civil war and I'm like, "JUST DO IT" because our world is just not as stimulating as we want it to be. I'm currently failing in college, so I'm kind of depending on a collapse to happen
I completely understand that modern life offers many many benefits like medicine and electricity. But I'm already too jaded to enjoy anything anyway. Too depressed to care about video games or hot water or any of that shit. I already eat canned food most nights. I really think I could live just fine without all the goyslop.
I completely understand that 80% percent of people won't survive, and I am 100% aware and okay with that. I'm already suicidal anyways, and maybe having an apocalypse would kickstart my survival instinct to make me want to live again.
The main reason why I want civilization to collapse though, is the fact that it's kind of a form of liberation for me. Money won’t matter. “Success” won’t matter. Your ability to work a meaningless 9-5 without wanting to FUCKING KILL YOURSELF won’t matter.
Only wits, resourcefulness, and traits with actual value will matter. If someone fucks with you, just shoot them. And people are free to do the same to you. Feels real, in a way. Less reason to hold up all these facades and mask who you really are from people. Not in every case obviously. But I feel like “social games” would become a lot simpler. And honestly, I’d actually finally be free to be totally separate from people. Don’t need to go to a job, don’t need to deal with banks, or governments or any of those other inescapable prisons you’re forced into, even if you live as secluded as possible in today’s word. There's even a legitimate chance that gender relations could go back to "normal" in a post apocalyptic world: https://incels.is/threads/the-apocalypse-benefits-us-more-than-we-think.675080/
I feel like I don’t fit anywhere in the world as it exists today. I was not made for peace and stagnancy. My ADHD fried brain, the specific ways it’s broken, I just feel like it would finally be able to thrive in a brutal, dead world. I feel like that’s the world I’m already adapted to, yet I’m stuck in this one. I think about this a lot.
I just feel like I belong in a world like that. The thought of living in a world that’s ended, just feels comforting and relaxing somehow.
I keep hearing about stuff like civil war and I'm like, "JUST DO IT" because our world is just not as stimulating as we want it to be. I'm currently failing in college, so I'm kind of depending on a collapse to happen
I completely understand that modern life offers many many benefits like medicine and electricity. But I'm already too jaded to enjoy anything anyway. Too depressed to care about video games or hot water or any of that shit. I already eat canned food most nights. I really think I could live just fine without all the goyslop.
I completely understand that 80% percent of people won't survive, and I am 100% aware and okay with that. I'm already suicidal anyways, and maybe having an apocalypse would kickstart my survival instinct to make me want to live again.
The main reason why I want civilization to collapse though, is the fact that it's kind of a form of liberation for me. Money won’t matter. “Success” won’t matter. Your ability to work a meaningless 9-5 without wanting to FUCKING KILL YOURSELF won’t matter.
Only wits, resourcefulness, and traits with actual value will matter. If someone fucks with you, just shoot them. And people are free to do the same to you. Feels real, in a way. Less reason to hold up all these facades and mask who you really are from people. Not in every case obviously. But I feel like “social games” would become a lot simpler. And honestly, I’d actually finally be free to be totally separate from people. Don’t need to go to a job, don’t need to deal with banks, or governments or any of those other inescapable prisons you’re forced into, even if you live as secluded as possible in today’s word. There's even a legitimate chance that gender relations could go back to "normal" in a post apocalyptic world: https://incels.is/threads/the-apocalypse-benefits-us-more-than-we-think.675080/
I feel like I don’t fit anywhere in the world as it exists today. I was not made for peace and stagnancy. My ADHD fried brain, the specific ways it’s broken, I just feel like it would finally be able to thrive in a brutal, dead world. I feel like that’s the world I’m already adapted to, yet I’m stuck in this one. I think about this a lot.
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