Anyone else live in a fantasy land?

[TheHumanFactor]

I take LSD and other halluciogenics so that I can "have sex" with my imaginary stacy gf. She lives in my head and I need drugs to "meet" with her. It's so addicting and it has statrting cutting me off from reality, which was my plan anyway. I'm tired of this shitty world. Rotting in my room, left alone to die a virgin. I need to escape it somehow.

 

[Mickeyonacid]

You need drugs to have an imaginary girlfriend? Before I knew better then to spiral further and further into delusion, I simply used my imagination.

 

[metal]

kv and rotting in a room is our destiny

 

[Jockcel]

Godspeed brother.

 

[Evildoer]

Daydreaming is a good cope, tbh.

 

[Deleted member 4159]

I day dream more than I'd like to admit. In them, I'm Chad

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

No. She is a bit too "high quality", I believe. Perhaps in the fantasies of a sexually frustrated Blackcel or wittol.

In one of my numerous fantasies involving Rose(My "oneitis"), I envision her as a prostitute.

Fantasy and psychotropic medications are the "copes" that prevent me from roping. This has been true since early childhood.

Having stated that, "roping" has become a much more valid solution to my problems over the years. "Certain people" push me into that mindset with ease.

Perhaps you should look into nootropic supplements. I personally take a stimulant, two antidepressants, and an anti-anxiety pill daily.

If not for fantasy(Autistic obsession) and pills, I would've likely roped by now.

idk but I heard ibuprofen works

Not man enough to swig some whiskey?

Percocets

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Preferably, one who is mentally-ill enough to form a completely co-dependent relationship with me. I'd expect that person to view me as the "core" of her support system, to the exclusion of all other males except relatives.

As for earning her love, I have many fantasies of my "oneitis" as a reference. One such way is by bonding over our misery.

Believe it or not, I've had fantasy scenarios involving this with Shay. I view "non-brutal" rape as an act of romantic passion.

My form of "masturbation" has changed throughout the years; I used to "masturbate" by rubbing my hand against my mouth and legs to stimulate sexual fantasies. I didn't have the motor strength required to masturbate in the usual way.

I doubt I would receive much pleasure from it...I'm too consumed by my sexual fantasies.

In public, I feel an immense dissociation between myself and femoids.

What are you; a fag?

No. He was fairly respectful and considerate of me. I've had fantasies of Joshua and D.D, too.

Yes. I started my sexual fantasies by envisioning anime couples who swung between "romantic intimacy" and constant arguing over divorce. I envisioned them having a sort of relationship in which the male would suddenly end the relationship and the female would beg for him to return.

I depersonalize into my hybrid fantasy persona, which involves incorporating aspects of certain traits from certain characters into my own mental image.

I don't. I'm slowly getting extremely bitter.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Indeed. You are truthful and accurate.

As a masochist-cel, I've envisioned fantasies of failures in group therapy like this:

(Intellau speaking of Dragon Ball)

- Sean & His Friends: "You know nobody here likes you" - Intellau: "I'm already...aware of that! Tatatatata-ta-ta!"



- Intellau: "I'm sitting here anxious, as valuable as a rat or two, laphin' at you"(Denigrating myself with Jacquis; we were discussing biracials)

- Joshua: "Well, Blacks are savages and I have pride in my race." - Intellau: "Yes, we already know. I've long observed the aura of Whites".

My former Yahoo username was "Gwandoya, A.S" - "Met With Misery"(Lugandan)

Indeed. Let us continue with the story of Aspie John:

A man with interest in the mysterious Brasilian Portuguese language, he had fantasies of sharing such knowledge with a foid he coveted.

In his naivety, he had not yet learned of the principle of "Infinite White SMV" and believed that Anxious Jane would be there to one day comfort him and love him unconditionally.

Grow...grow...grow...dear Aspie:

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When he realized it, he felt intense psychological pain. It was as though he was in "that time" once again:

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The price of naivety is often great. That is why we should accept and discuss the blackpill without complaint.

They're quite..."bland", ironically. During my fantasies I envisioned foid as a dull White chick and a certain Boricua as an intelligent woman.

You know..I must confess: During my time in the commune, I started to daydream about Boricua being with me as I was getting food.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I have many fantasies...I'll share them later.

do it now

I'll offer them in a few hours.

 

[oakhaigh]

i often spend time daydreaming about a better life or a fantasy scenario sometimes write it down too

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

write it down too

That's one of the few things I never did, like Florin's torban-playing skills except he transmitted them to others.