Fenrir
Copemaster1488
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- Jan 14, 2019
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My mother and my brothers all seem to completely indulge themselves in liberal culture. My dad politically is liberal, but he's at the very least masculine. I can talk to him, have a polite disagreement and he'll still be cool with me. My brothers and my mother are completely insufferable maniacs. When I was around 12 or 13 (cant remember) I got into MGTOW and learned about testosterone and estrogen. I avoided soy and tried to get my testosterone up. My mom and brothers asked me why, I said I wanted more testosterone and they EXPLICITLY told me to be more feminine and keep eating unhealthy. I think that fucked me up forever. The thought that even my own family hates me for my very nature has haunted me to this day, and I have a complete inability to trust anything even remotely feminine now. The worst part is that my brothers are now using words like "soyboy" and "incel" to try and convince me that they're on my side because they use the same language I use on the internet. Since that point when I was 12 or 13, they keep on trying to propagate me to be more feminine, forcing me to watch retarded movies like Good Will Hunting and Atmoic Blonde.
With the state I'm in right now, even if I found a qt3.14 virgin submissive aryan waifu plucked straight from my fantasies I probably still wouldn't be able to trust her. I've probably ignored the potential mother of my children because my family conditioned me to never trust a single human, even the one who gave birth to me. Anyone else here have a similar experience?
With the state I'm in right now, even if I found a qt3.14 virgin submissive aryan waifu plucked straight from my fantasies I probably still wouldn't be able to trust her. I've probably ignored the potential mother of my children because my family conditioned me to never trust a single human, even the one who gave birth to me. Anyone else here have a similar experience?