Serpents reign
Overlord
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- Sep 4, 2021
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I don't care about being a sexless virgin in my 30s I don't care that I don't have any friends or social life whatsoever I don't care that I have a dead end job I don't care that I will never find love and experience this pointless biological drive for me to mate it's all too little for me there is really nothing I gain from being around people other than negativity friends have all backstabbed me and left me to rot family has given me nonsensical advice and view me as a burden I try to live independently as possible I'm on my own after all but I really don't see the shame in not wanting to be social I gave up I don't want anything to do with the human race unfortunately in order for me to survive I have to go to work I have to talk to other people but it's all business like and I put myself in that mindset other than that it's all worthless to me I don't believe love truly exists it's just a biological chemical reaction in your brain telling you to reproduce another retard in the world based on you and your bitches genetics forced into a world of alienization that you had to endure I find it cruel to create somebody that doesn't exist yet and force them into this world and in my opinion pregnant women are truly monsters for this even though they are biologically programmed to reproduce it's in their nature I wish I was aborted personally because I would never have to deal with this world or even be a thing now that I exist I'm here without my consent and I'm forced into a capitalist system which is controlled by the global Elite and I am seen as an asset to the state a worker and just to be forced into meaningless labor and abused by my fellow worker ants I don't like people I don't like hearing them talk about bullshit I try to fit in here or there and it always comes back to me negatively where I realize it's a waste of time the only thing I got is my copes I live minimalistically and I am a true lonely Monk I honestly am thinking about going voluntarily homeless and living out in the wilderness somewhere and just surviving without being part of this system I'm just too addicted to internet and conveniences to quit all this but at least I'm not stuck with the shame of being a lonely little virgin I don't care anymore I don't want anything to do with people anyone else here feel as if they given up and lost all drive to better themselves I'm talking mostly in the hope of ever having a relationship and experiencing sex that's not paid for by a prostitute and a family of your own and caring on the Legacy that will never be in my life I'm just going to continue rotting and continue on with my bad habits so I don't live very long because I really get sick of doing this everyday and I can't imagine doing it in another 20 30 years from now