Serious Anyone else have suicidal circadian rhythms?

[Genetic Dead End]

Everyday at around 3-4 AM I get extremely suicidal without any stimulus or trigger.

 

[nystagmuscel]

Nah it’s just constantly suicidal

 

[Deleted member 22572]

It's probs cuz of u bring up that late. Improve sleep schedule and it will change u so much

 

[Felatio]

It depends. I always have suicidal thoughts when I go to sleep and i don´t know why.

 

[CopingJim]

Nah it’s just constantly suicidal

 

[TINMAN]

I've found that sleep deprivation and lack of sunlight make me significantly more suicidal. Since I started going to bed at a regular time and exercising regularly I've seen a bit of improvement in that regard

 

[thebuddhacel]

I have this when I wake up.

 

[Sparrow's Song]

Always as soon as I wake up. I have constant suicidal dialogue in my head all day. I usually suppress it with wine, rum, or beer if I don't have downers or weed around. Even then it doesn't stop. The only reason I'm not having suicidal thoughts right now is because I'm thinking about the words I'm typing as I type this comment.

"You will never have the money for surgery."
"Why even try living when you're this ugly?"
"There is no other option, you cannot live like this,"
"Suicide is the only way."
"This will be the year."

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

I can spend 2-3 days no enegry at all, wanting to go down of a bridge, then 1 day no so bad where i can do some exercises, repeat. Thank god i have my mother and my dog in my life.

 

[misterbean9]

if i have a NEET sleep schedule i get extremely shit at everything i do. at around 5pm i feel like roping though

 

[Yerberito]

Its not depend of the time of the clock tbh

 

[Subhuman Currycel]

I try to avoid mirrors/reflections because when I see them it induces suicidal thoughts.

 

[Deleted member 27768]

if i have a NEET sleep schedule i get extremely shit at everything i do. at around 5pm i feel like roping though