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like my heart just drops and i feel a cold rush down my spine
i took my mirror down. i haven't looked at a mirror for months. i haven't moisturized my face in 6 months im just waiting for death at this pointIn the morning I have to position my mirror in the bathroom so I can only see my mouth to brush my teeth, looking at my whole face disgusts me I haven't been able to look at myself since I hit puberty
me, or when i accidentaly turn on the front camera in my cellphonelike my heart just drops and i feel a cold rush down my spine
Yeah I have a good day, then go home and look in the mirror and think to myself: So THATS the face that everyone looked at today?like my heart just drops and i feel a cold rush down my spine
yeah, I only do it to brush my teeth since I am fatmaxxing i need good teeth to chow down on some 'zza if you know what I am sayingI can only look at myself if i'm coping with mirror angles and squinting. If I see a random reflection of myself it's absolutely traumatizing.
lolSry, cant relate. Not a truecel. Just a victim of insane hypergamy
Its interesting, the longer i look in the mirror the more my brain just sort of creates a sense of "harmony" between all my facial features. I cope so hard that after 30 seconds of looking in the mirror i can think to myself that i dont look too bad. But the first glance is always worse.I can only look at myself if i'm coping with mirror angles and squinting. If I see a random reflection of myself it's absolutely traumatizing.
Yes, i've noticed that effect. I think it's just normal human self preservation so we don't go insane. Mirror also adds 2+ to your SMV. I'm a 2 in photos and a 4 in the mirror. It's absolutely brutal.Its interesting, the longer i look in the mirror the more my brain just sort of creates a sense of "harmony" between all my facial features. I cope so hard that after 30 seconds of looking in the mirror i can think to myself that i dont look too bad. But the first glance is always worse.
We also subconsciously angle our faces towards the mirror in a favorable way, keeping in mind the direction of lighting, and we keep adjusting until everything finally harmonizesYes, i've noticed that effect. I think it's just normal human self preservation so we don't go insane. Mirror also adds 2+ to your SMV. I'm a 2 in photos and a 4 in the mirror. It's absolutely brutal.