Anyone else feels overwhelmed just being left to their own thoughs

[Lonelyus]

At 25 things are really hitting hard, I cannot have my childhood back and i will only get older and older, I will eventually be nosferatu rotting in my aptmnt like i was there for a brief time, Got old and died, I kinda missed being younger because everything is so hard as an adult, I have to do all this stuff to be seen as a normal person and yet its never enough, My uglinese is not helping at all as girls never showed me any attention, Im just here, I lay awake at night and day and just daydream, I feel overwhelmed just opening a videogame or checking my steam library then i want to turn the PC off, I wish active death help was legal, I cant see myself ever having a good life or a future, I feel cooked, My brain is always thinking thinking thinking, It never ends, All i have is a cat and some videogames, And the videogames are boring too, I see people hugging eachother or kissing, I see chad bragging about what awesome party he was at while walking outside, Women being loud about "Oh did you see that guy last night His face was so handsome"

It never ends, The mogging the torture.

In the lost series everyone goes to the island to find their purpose, Doesnt exist irl tho like that as id be stranded and die.

Idk what to do with myself gents.

Everything is just overwhelming.

 

[Below Human]

Yes, but I stay busy with physical and mental activities and when I no longer have anything to do I just go to sleep for more than half the day sometimes. If I don't have a reason to be awake, then I will not be.

It's better to sleep bro since actively staying awake while being a loser only results in negative thoughts or negative physical actions for most. I prefer going for the path of slow progression, doing what I have to do, then clocking out for the day. Any "leisure" time is not for me, it results in negative actions or feelings.

 

[Lonelyus]

Yes, but I stay busy with physical and mental activities and when I no longer have anything to do I just go to sleep for more than half the day sometimes. If I don't have a reason to be awake, then I will not be.

It's better to sleep bro since actively staying awake while being a loser only results in negative thoughts or negative physical actions for most. I prefer going for the path of slow progression, doing what I have to do, then clocking out for the day. Any "leisure" time is not for me, it results in negative actions or feelings.

Thanks for this advice, How do you suggest i cut leisure time and find something to do or what could i do better question?

I need something to keep me busy so i can just hit shower and go sleep afterwards.

Gaming isnt fun anymore and i get bombarded with though.

 

[Below Human]

Thanks for this advice, How do you suggest i cut leisure time and find something to do or what could i do better question?

I need something to keep me busy so i can just hit shower and go sleep afterwards.

Gaming isnt fun anymore and i get bombarded with though.

I do physical activities like running, weight lifting, stretching, sports at Church and I also have some pets I need to take care of. Then I will do some cooking and read the Bible or study it. Sometimes I have miscellaneous chores. After that I will sleep. That's my weekends most times, I sleep 12-13 hours on the weekend.

 

[Lonelyus]

I do physical activities like running, weight lifting, stretching, sports at Church and I also have some pets I need to take care of. Then I will do some cooking and read the Bible or study it. Sometimes I have miscellaneous chores. After that I will sleep. That's my weekends most times, I sleep 12-13 hours on the weekend.

Productive incel, Yeah i wish i had animals to attend to aswell, I could be an ugly farmer or a marathon runner, But who would buy my produce or want to watch me run if nobody likes me by the time i even open my mouth and speak, I cant get friends i cant get girlfriend, So i sit alone by myself daydreaming, Eat lots of food or go for a walk, Often on these walk i see stacy and chad hanging out.

I dont want to be here anymore, In this world, I can only see my life would be okay if i wasnt an ugly loser.

Maybe i should just get myself into some activity like making stuff or whatever, I am 25 and the agepill is the absolute worst the fact i will soon be 30.

My brothers and sisters were born normal and here i am, Its so excruciatingly painful.

If i mention my looks my parents get downward defensive and tells me its bs and i need to knock it off.

So i sit there as a 25 year old man wondering my place in the universe.

What could i have done different? I did everything they asked of me, I had a job, I finished college as my parents sent me there, Its now 2018 since i left college and the years are adding up, I dont want to grow old, I dont want to see my hair turn gray, I just want to be young forever because old truecels are treated worse than younger ones, Im loosing my youth due to my genetics and its a nerver ending downward spiral.

 

[Below Human]

Productive incel, Yeah i wish i had animals to attend to aswell, I could be an ugly farmer or a marathon runner, But who would buy my produce or want to watch me run if nobody likes me by the time i even open my mouth and speak, I cant get friends i cant get girlfriend, So i sit alone by myself daydreaming, Eat lots of food or go for a walk, Often on these walk i see stacy and chad hanging out.

I dont want to be here anymore, In this world, I can only see my life would be okay if i wasnt an ugly loser.

Maybe i should just get myself into some activity like making stuff or whatever, I am 25 and the agepill is the absolute worst the fact i will soon be 30.

My brothers and sisters were born normal and here i am, Its so excruciatingly painful.

If i mention my looks my parents get downward defensive and tells me its bs and i need to knock it off.

So i sit there as a 25 year old man wondering my place in the universe.

What could i have done different? I did everything they asked of me, I had a job, I finished college as my parents sent me there, Its now 2018 since i left college and the years are adding up, I dont want to grow old, I dont want to see my hair turn gray, I just want to be young forever because old truecels are treated worse than younger ones, Im loosing my youth due to my genetics and its a nerver ending downward spiral.

You should read the Bible, especially Psalms which has references to King David's suffering or Book of Job. Even other biblical characters have begged for suicide and death. But Yahweh gives us a way out, so that we do not need to suffer without purpose but instead trust in him fully.

 

[Below Human]

Job 3:11

Why did I not perish at birth,
and die as I came from the womb?

Esentially the entire book maintains this premise