Michael15651
Destined Virgin.
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Just got home from the grocery store, and saw a pretty brunette girl my age. She had her headphones on and I was trying to avoid any contact with her at all costs. When I came out of the aisle she walked across in front of me so I stood straight and noticed she was an inch taller than me. Fuck. I felt humiliated and pissed. I wasn't angry at her directly because she didn't acknowledge me or that I'd never had a chance with her. It was because I'm 5'7 and ugly as shit.
When I went to self-checkout she just happened to be behind me again. I was hoping for that rush of anxiety to be over with. It was such a relief leaving the grocery store. Except now I can't stop thinking how if I were attractive, I could've had the possibility of getting her number and possibly having consensual sex in the future. This wave of anxiety happens with every girl and I always get pissed at myself.
Anyone else feel this way when they stand near a female?
When I went to self-checkout she just happened to be behind me again. I was hoping for that rush of anxiety to be over with. It was such a relief leaving the grocery store. Except now I can't stop thinking how if I were attractive, I could've had the possibility of getting her number and possibly having consensual sex in the future. This wave of anxiety happens with every girl and I always get pissed at myself.
Anyone else feel this way when they stand near a female?