Blackpill anyone else actually mentally insane?

[Choler]

I went insane, multiple mental breakdowns, suicide thoughts, completely lost without knowing who i am or what i want, brutal

is anyone else here mentally insane? i think most here are mentally normal tbh

 

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[j10009504]

i have permanent substance induced psychosis. basically schizo. have been in probably 15 different psych wards over the years.

 

[germanschizocel]

Well Im legit schizophrenic so that definetly makes me crazy. Without my medication my symptoms would start acting up again lol

 

[Moroccancel]

Going insane is voluntary. I am telling you. Unless you have some kind of brain issues.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

 

[Choler]

i have permanent substance induced psychosis. basically schizo. have been in probably 15 different psych wards over the years.

What is it like to be in a psychward? i think about admiting myself to a psychward but its probably cope

 

[Choler]

kind of brain issues

i think i do

 

[j10009504]

What is it like to be in a psychward? i think about admiting myself to a psychward but its probably cope

most of them have been pretty good. the staff were all nice and the food was pretty good. they just keep you there and figure out your medication, stabilize you, and then let you go. it's really kind of nice.

although I have been to 2 that were state run and not as nice.

 

[Choler]

i swear, i'm enduring a mental suffering that i think no one else has gone though, feels like hell man

 

[D. B. Gooner]

How do I gage that? I've been so lonely and isolated for the past 3-4 years I don't think I'll ever be able to have an actual friendship in my life. That will eventually make me fully lose it. I've already been consumed by escapism, I live inside a fantasy world, I spend 80% of my day on the internet, I am insecure about every single imperfection on my body. I wonder at what point can I claim to not be sane.

 

[outerdarkness]

 

[TheJester]

I went insane, multiple mental breakdowns, suicide thoughts, completely lost without knowing who i am or what i want, brutal

is anyone else here mentally insane? i think most here are mentally normal tbh

I was always insane but nowadays i am on a whole different level.

Its actually impressive I have not been declared a danger to myself or other people.

 

[Choler]

I am insecure about every single imperfection on my body

i can relate

but don't worry if you are not extremely mentally ill like me, you will never experience this level of mental suffering, it will be just the regular normie depression

 

[Choler]

Its actually impressive I have not been declared a danger to myself or other people.

i hide everything very well, people actually think i am doing good jfl

 

[TheJester]

@Choler

How insane are you?

1. Mentally Healthy Neurotypical: Thought processes are clear and coherent. Emotional responses are proportional. Day-to-day functioning is stable, with minimal stress or anxiety beyond normal challenges. 2. Mild Stress or Slight Anxiety: Mostly balanced but occasionally experiencing mild...

incels.is

Rate yourself on my threat.

I am close to Bill Cipher level.

Despite that I have a working live I still fundamentally reside at home and "jail" myself because I could legit lose my mind and be in an unconscious uncontrolled state.

I had a breakdown a few months ago in the middle of night were I was like possessed from another person in my mind. It felt weird so I had to call crisis Hotline.

 

[Praetorian Kanga]

Suffering from borderline

 

[D. B. Gooner]

i can relate

but don't worry if you are not extremely mentally ill like me, you will never experience this level of mental suffering, it will be just the regular normie depression

It's pretty bad, If I'm watching a show, I'm imagining myself as the character, if im listening to a song, I'm imagining myself as the singer, if I'm on tiktok I'm imagining myself in every single edit I come across, I do this for hours each day, I've grown delusional. Mental breakdowns are rare for me though, happen probably once a year, I'm greatful for that.

 

[Yabadadabadoo]

I went insane, multiple mental breakdowns, suicide thoughts, completely lost without knowing who i am or what i want, brutal

is anyone else here mentally insane? i think most here are mentally normal tbh

I went insane for some months now im back to normal

 

[Choler]

Suffering from borderline

are u diagnosed?

 

[Praetorian Kanga]

are u diagnosed?

Yes over a year ago

 

[Choler]

@Choler

How insane are you?

1. Mentally Healthy Neurotypical: Thought processes are clear and coherent. Emotional responses are proportional. Day-to-day functioning is stable, with minimal stress or anxiety beyond normal challenges. 2. Mild Stress or Slight Anxiety: Mostly balanced but occasionally experiencing mild...

incels.is

Rate yourself on my threat.

I am close to Bill Cipher level.

Despite that I have a working live I still fundamentally reside at home and "jail" myself because I could legit lose my mind and be in an unconscious uncontrolled state.

I had a breakdown a few months ago in the middle of night were I was like possessed from another person in my mind. It felt weird so I had to call crisis Hotline.

i'm close to joker level, good thread btw

 

[Choler]

Yes over a year ago

it's an uncommon disorder for males, brutal

 

[Praetorian Kanga]

it's an uncommon disorder for males

I don’t think so

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Yes, but I heard normies and foids claim the same things.

 

[Praetorian Kanga]

it's an uncommon disorder for males, brutal

Maybe
Studies indicate that BPD prevalence in men and women is closer to equal in community samples (around 1.6% to 5.9% of the general population)

 

[Choler]

Yes, but I heard normies and foids claim the same things.

it's nowhere close to actual insane people like me, normies and foids are npcs

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

it's nowhere close to actual insane people like me, normies and foids are npcs

I know, it's annoying that they use the same words to mean different things and degrees. Just like when normies and foids say that they feel "lonely".

 

[Choler]

I know, it's annoying that they use the same words to mean different things and degrees. Just like when normies and foids say that they feel "lonely".

yes, join any "mental illness" subreddit if you want some ragefuel, foids saying they have depression because chad rejected them disgusting

 

[TheJester]

it's an uncommon disorder for males, brutal

The amount of bullshit someone takes throughout their life is what can increase the level.

Obviously loneliness, addictions or unhealthy lifestyles also are reasons for a decline in healthy mentality.

What makes me Joker level is just the amount of bullshit ive taken, but also the anount of Information i consumed + I had confirmed OCD and ADHD and ASPD.
All my life its been like this that I am continously tested OVER and OVER and OVER again.

Just recently at work I had this Situation where I gave in a project that the manager wanted me to redo, so i did and gave it in ONCE more. He looked over it again and send me an email that I had missed out on because I just simply hate constantly checking my emails and so he wanted me to redo it ONCE more!

I already did this shit twice and even looked over it multiple times with ChatGPT. There was nothing wrong with it.

They have a personal vandetta against me.

They always did. Everytime I even so slightly criticized someone they became evil towards me.

Teachers in Highschool did all kinds of things to me where even my Psychiatrist says thst this is not ok.

At the end of Highschool I had phases that I belived some people were coming after me and wanted to assassinate Mr because in 8th grade I had bullies on a whole different level - they never liked me from hello.

Literally day 1 I was the outsider. Just few months later 2 guys from the other class and 2 guys from my class WANTED TO KILL ME!

I had to go to the doctor over and over and over again in the last few weeks on that school to get myself a sick leave.

The fucker didnt want to give me more then a day, said I wasnt sick - but I was OF THEM. Gone over and over to the doc until he got sick of me and finally gave me the 2 weeks until the grade ended.

It was absolutely brutal. On the final day they bullied me, i just came by to get my "you passed 8th grade" paper and piss off and even then they kicked me out of the door.

One guy I barely even knew said "Such a shame you didnt become a murder victim after all".

 

[Kanye's Cousin]

Yeah, I go manic in the nighttime.

 

[Friezacel]

I might have developed some sort of schizophrenia over the last years

 

[ItsOverMan]

I've been told I'm a "nut" before because I didn't want to socialize with normies.

 

[AnApparentMyth]

I feel like most people here are have serious issues like that. I've broken down, to, man. We all have.

 

[curryboy420]

Yes

 

[Cincel]

Kinda, that's what meds are for. Maybe I should left them and be the nicest guy in the world

 

[Choler]

Kinda, that's what meds are for. Maybe I should left them and be the nicest guy in the world

do u take meds?

 

[FreeCipher]

Yes

 

[VλREN]

Yeah


If you post on here there’s something wrong with you

Oh well am still kicking

 

[Cincel]

do u take meds?

Jewpills to control OCD and depression

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

Probably gonna end up on antipsychotics