RageFuel Anyone else a narcissist

[SaintSmerdyakov]

I don't think I was ever born this way but my parents both were narcissists. And years of rejection and humiliation you just forget sm shit and prop yourself up to insane degrees to compensate for that, anyone else relate? I'm also super miserable always and want others to not do better than me, which tends to be almost everyone. I won't go to reddit because it's all fucked and women talking about sleeping with different men or something because they are narcy or whatever the fuck. I'm talking about bad luck, can anyone relate sorry for my spelling im fucked up rn

 

[SaintSmerdyakov]

I've literally been tested for every diagnosis, it's all fake and GrAY

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

Not really, there's not much about myself to be narcissistic over, but I do sulk over other's accomplishments if they're a big enough mog, don't know if that counts though. Sometimes I also feel like being just normal wouldn't be good enough for me anymore.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

im a wanna be narcissist

 

[SaintSmerdyakov]

Not really, there's not much about myself to be narcissistic over, but I do sulk over other's accomplishments if they're a big enough mog, don't know if that counts though. Sometimes I also feel like being just normal wouldn't be good enough for me anymore.

I can be an incel or I would wanna be Chad. But I'd never wanna be a normie I'd never want a middle area it's just all or nothing or me and I'll die trying to get my goals

 

[SaintSmerdyakov]

im a wanna be narcissist

Yeah I feel like it would make things easier

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Yes I developed some degree of narcisism to cope with the absence of my ego since I was always treated like a loser

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Yeah I feel like it would make things easier

No it doesn't change anything

 

[SlayerSlayer]

Yeah I feel like it would make things easier

being a narcissist is so fucking cool-- imagine what it would be like to believe in yourself?

 

[Shark]

im a wanna be narcissist

 

[SaintSmerdyakov]

Yes I developed some degree of narcisism to cope with the absence of my ego since I was always treated like a loser

Its the same with me and I've lost empathy over time for any normie matters so ppl think I'ma sociopath or something and just stay away from me, I guess they always have but it's just even worse if your seen as dark triad and your subhuman. Truly Chad only

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Its the same with me and I've lost empathy over time for any normie matters so ppl think I'ma sociopath or something and just stay away from me, I guess they always have but it's just even worse if your seen as dark triad and your subhuman. Truly Chad only

Good things about that is that nobody wants to mess with you, it's better than being actively humiliated believe me.

 

[Barlog]

So you are a spiritual jew

 

[Grodd]

Yes all foids

 

[Wolnir]

Narcissism is just a cope for low self esteem.

 

[SaintSmerdyakov]

So you are a spiritual jew

Jews are much more psycho than what I'm describing

 

[SaintSmerdyakov]

Narcissism is just a cope for low self esteem.

Trvke

Good things about that is that nobody wants to mess with you, it's better than being actively humiliated believe me.

Yeah I believe it, rather be that and have people fear me if I can't be loved, or even worse mocked

 

[Poopless One]

No. I just know Im better than everyone.

 

[Kshatriya]

Good things about that is that nobody wants to mess with you, it's better than being actively humiliated believe me.

Why? Does narcisism makes you scary?

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Why? Does narcisism makes you scary?

It's not narcissism itself but how it makes you behave, you act so cold and detached while maintaining control and acting with some degree of confidence (displayed without nobody backing you), so people usually leave you alone and don't want anything to do with you since they cannot fully understand and predict you.

 

[Kshatriya]

It's not narcissism itself but how it makes you behave, you act so cold and detached while maintaining control and acting with some degree of confidence (displayed without nobody backing you), so people usually leave you alone and don't want anything to do with you since they cannot fully understand and predict you.

How can I be like that brocel?

 

[Truecel Prophet]

How can I be like that brocel?

It takes a lot of time and mental force, honestly I completely withdrawn myself, because I could bare being the weird pathetic loser in the eyes of my peers anymore, I closed the 2 meaningless and repetitive friendships I had and I started being alone all the time, I started analyzing and planning things to fulfill my desires and impulses, but all of this completely alone and without hurting anyone, I am the invisible player, I try to get what I want by playing perfectly in my own game.
I know that's confusionary but it is what it is.

 

[autisticsoy]

No I know im garbage and that I have no feature good enough to compensate

 

[Kshatriya]

It takes a lot of time and mental force, honestly I completely withdrawn myself, because I could bare being the weird pathetic loser in the eyes of my peers anymore, I closed the 2 meaningless and repetitive friendships I had and I started being alone all the time, I started analyzing and planning things to fulfill my desires and impulses, but all of this completely alone and without hurting anyone, I am the invisible player, I try to get what I want by playing perfectly in my own game.
I know that's confusionary but it is what it is.

Based, but being years Alone only made me more cuckish
When Im forced to interact with people (aka work) i get less shy.

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Based, but being years Alone only made me more cuckish
When Im forced to interact with people (aka work) i get less shy.

Being alone and having control boosts my ego

 

[Kshatriya]

Being alone and having control boosts my ego

Fuck i wish i was like that. I will try the advice about fullfilling my true desires

 

[Truecel Prophet]

Fuck i wish i was like that. I will try the advice about fullfilling my true desires

Listen, if you don't have the capacity to have discipline, the will to research and analysis built those abilities first, be paranoid when needed, you are never too much safe whatever you want to do, remember.

 

[Kshatriya]

Listen, if you don't have the capacity to have discipline, the will to research and analysis built those abilities first, be paranoid when needed, you are never too much safe whatever you want to do, remember.

Wise brocel
I wil study this shit

 

[cactusjuice]

i’m selfish not narcissistic

 

[SaintSmerdyakov]

No. I just know Im better than everyone.

Based and true