asdf1234
goodbye says asdf day 1 account
★
- Joined
- Nov 7, 2017
- Posts
- 1,992
I would consider myself genuinely nice. I try to do well by others despite people looking down on me and thinking I'm ugly. I know it's seen as "cucked" behaviour on here but I really don't enjoy being mean to others. I know how it feels to be ignored and bullied and so always try to lift people up.
I'm alway the one to invite people to conversation if I feel like they are being left out, always the one who would try to cheer someone up or try to help people. I did this a lot in school and university.
Despite all that, I came out of it friendless and alone. Because despite how friendly or interesting you are, people gravitate towards social status which comes from looks, wealth and interests. Having a poor ugly ricecel as a friend would not boost anyone's social standing or ability to succeed (get a high paying job or get a girlfriend).
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so nice and empathetic to people. Sometimes I wish I can watch people suffer without feeling a thing.
I can not stand being alone and I also can't stand how fickle people are, how they'll discard me once my usefulness to them has been fulfilled.
I'm alway the one to invite people to conversation if I feel like they are being left out, always the one who would try to cheer someone up or try to help people. I did this a lot in school and university.
Despite all that, I came out of it friendless and alone. Because despite how friendly or interesting you are, people gravitate towards social status which comes from looks, wealth and interests. Having a poor ugly ricecel as a friend would not boost anyone's social standing or ability to succeed (get a high paying job or get a girlfriend).
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so nice and empathetic to people. Sometimes I wish I can watch people suffer without feeling a thing.
I can not stand being alone and I also can't stand how fickle people are, how they'll discard me once my usefulness to them has been fulfilled.