Because I decide it matters
1. No it isn't, normies aren't in fear of their everyday lives, the black pil isn't being spread effectively, my "scope of influence" is miniscule, downright non-existent
2. I have my own "vision" for this, if yours is limited to endlessly making "water is wet" videos that women like chad and catfishing them, then good for you, I don't see the point in those videos. I stopped seeing the point in my videos, it was a fun little cope, but I realized that unless I can vastly increase the range of people who are exposed to it, and are affected by it, its a waste of time. I want to make an impact, I want to cause outrage, I want society to experience regret, suffering even, I'm not going to just stop at videos, there's more I can do, I'm sure of it, If I could start a war I would actually feel "proud".
Your expectations for yourself are pretty low tbh, its pretty obvious you aren't really invested in this, and this is just your past time, like a hobby.
If I ever believed for a second I couldn't do the things I plan on doing, I would log out of this forum and never come back to this site, then delete my youtube page and videos, and resign myself to a life of being a betabux, just go look for some 3/10 bitch with some out of wedlock kids and give up.