Any schizos here?

[guyfromwizchan]

Schizotypal, schizoid, schizoaffective, schizophrenia (for those formally diagnosed).

I feel like you haven't been to hell before you experience what it's like to not only be ugly and deformed but also severely dysfunctional. I can't even hold a job, can't even get a degree because of cognitive dysfunction; nor can I make any friends.
Schizotypal personality disorder, which I have, is basically where you tend to lose your desire to socialize, you hallucinate from time to time, have the most extreme social anxiety possible to have, have various cognitive and affective deficits and various other things. It's a mild version of schizophrenia.

Even if I weren't ugly my life would still be hell. I'd still be unemployed and without friends and a partner.

 

[Dab into depression]

Just rope.
I normally don't advocate that and usually here for discussions but in your case, it's over.

 

[guyfromwizchan]

Just rope.
I normally don't advocate that and usually here for discussions but in your case, it's over.

When I gain lucidity I think about it a lot but what's a man supposed to do if he does not want to die yet does not want to live his shitty life?

 

[Zesto]

I think you're one of the few people ZOGpills might actually be able to help.

 

[Biotrash]

When I gain lucidity I think about it a lot but what's a man supposed to do if he does not want to die yet does not want to live his shitty life?

Just go emergency room.

 

[micropenis29]

Yes I'm a [self-diagnosed] schizoid and you've accurately described it.

I'm employed, but only because this particular position didn't require an interview (I've had several interviews for jobs in which I was way over-qualified and never gotten any offers).

If neurotypicals watched me put in a shift at work they'd be astonished. I literally talk to nobody and make eye contact with nobody (and there are plenty of opportunities to be social, so it's extremely obvious that something is very "wrong"). IDGAF of course though.

Ultimately, like most psychological disorders, this probably stems from not looking like Chad during one's formative years.

 

[Frottbott]

Homie, after the life I've lived, I would be nuts NOT to be everything on that image checklist.

But yes, I am diagnosed schizo-effective with bipolar disorder and OCD. Probably more tbh.

 

[Modus Coperandi]

When I gain lucidity I think about it a lot but what's a man supposed to do if he does not want to die yet does not want to live his shitty life?

moneymaxx and then spend all the money on drugs and prostitutes.

 

[guyfromwizchan]

I think you're one of the few people ZOGpills might actually be able to help.

Actually they don't. It takes them 30 years to figure out new zogpills and basically they're 30 years behind. My cope is the prospect of genetic engineering becoming a reality within 10-20 years.

 

[ShadowMonk]

My older brother suffers schizophrenia; he is truecel/wizard and can beat anyone in Warcraft 3. He's got incredible macro. He spend some time committed.

 

[Zesto]

Actually they don't. It takes them 30 years to figure out new zogpills and basically they're 30 years behind. My cope is the prospect of genetic engineering becoming a reality within 10-20 years.

It wouldn't do anything for you because the whole point is to make those edits in gestation.

Just keep taking those ZOGpills until they get better then you can take the new ones.

 

[Juxtaposition6]

Me i guess, also a schizoid.
I don't hallucinate.

 

[CopeWithTheRope]

Lately I've been hearing voices, at first I was chalking it up to lack of sleep and stress, but it's only been getting stronger. For example, when I'm in the check-out line I swear if there's a female behind me she tells me to kill myself. It's always a woman, never a man, though it has happened a couple times. At school when I'm passing in the hallways, I hear "Just kill yourself already", "die", "fuck off and kill yourself", etc. The rational part of me KNOWS this isn't real, but it feels very real to me. I have dreams of people telling me to kill myself, too. I get good grades, can hold a job, and I can "fake" be social, so IDK wtf I have. It's kinda scary because the voices are getting louder and more frequent.

 

[guyfromwizchan]

Lately I've been hearing voices, at first I was chalking it up to lack of sleep and stress, but it's only been getting stronger.

Is that you in the pic? I thought rules said we couldn't post pictures of ourselves

 

[CopeWithTheRope]

You have schizophrenia

Aren't most schizos dysfunctional, as in can't hold a job, go to school, interact with people, etc?

 

[guyfromwizchan]

Aren't most schizos dysfunctional, as in can't hold a job, go to school, interact with people, etc?

Lots of schizos have girlfriends and friends. Have no clue how it's possible but it happens a lot. But they are supposed to be dysfunctional.

 

[Youklyn]

I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and ocd. I have been a NEET for 4 years now because of it, and was 1 year at the mental hospital. Now I only work part time. I also have some friends, but not many.

 

[MullberryB]

I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia .
Started in the my early 20's . Most of the time you have a genetic predisposition but the biological cause of schizophrenia is badly understood.
Most probably it's my addiction to weed that awoke the monster inside .
Probable cause of the addiction is a PTSD due to a severe trauma during childhood .

But now I'm mostly stabilized with clozapine that work pretty well on me ...

 

[guyfromwizchan]

I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia .
Started in the my early 20's . Most of the time you have a genetic predisposition but the biological cause of schizophrenia is badly understood.
Most probably it's my addiction to weed that awoke the monster inside .
Probable cause of the addiction is a PTSD due to a severe trauma during childhood .

But now I'm mostly stabilized with clozapine that work pretty well on me ...

Started for me when I was 16 which is the normal age. The model for this is due to excessive synapse pruning, in other words loss of synapses. The mental hospital I was at also had a lot of teenagers who had cannabis induced psychosis.
Cannabis also causes schizophrenia because how it reduces the formation of synapses. Back to the synapse thing again.

 

[Deleted member 12355]

I fit all those descriptions, except I don't hallucinate. I don't really view it as a problem kek. I guess I've just accepted my LDAR fate

 

[Deleted member 1410]

Not schizo but close. Roommate is schizo and has anger issues

 

[tooth monster]

I'm diagnosed with schizophrenia .
Started in the my early 20's . Most of the time you have a genetic predisposition but the biological cause of schizophrenia is badly understood.
Most probably it's my addiction to weed that awoke the monster inside .
Probable cause of the addiction is a PTSD due to a severe trauma during childhood .

But now I'm mostly stabilized with clozapine that work pretty well on me ...

did you have the usual early symptoms? can you describe it quickly for me?

 

[Dunarote]

I have schizophrenia. The sad part is that it did not affect me in my teens I was qiute a normie, I had friends a gf a job.But I lost it all in my twenties. Now I am 30 and I am at the lowest point in my life I cannot even leave my house because of paranoia and delusions.

 

[Deleted member 1410]

I was once almost typecasted as schizotypal. maybe this guy was trying to tell me I was a glitch or a non npc the whole time. he was a Episcopalian and I usually keep those kinds of Orthodox heretics at bay. they tried making Skittles and Arizona Tea a fucking saint, for fucks sake.

 

[MullberryB]

did you have the usual early symptoms? can you describe it quickly for me?

It's not easy to remember it well because it impairs all your cognitive functions among which memory.

I would say it's starts by gradually disconnecting you from reality .
You start living in your own mental world filled with weird obsessions which change a lot from one persons to another .
As you loose contact from reality you become apathetic,catatonic ,deeply depressed,sleeping most of the day, quasi autistic in your interactions with people and you'r daily life.
I had to quit my job and retreat from the world in a state of never ending deep fear less than 5 months after the first symptoms.

 

[Opus132]

My older brother suffers schizophrenia; he is truecel/wizard and can beat anyone in Warcraft 3. He's got incredible macro.

Micro you mean.

Ho crap i just outed myself as autistic, didn't i.

I have no idea about the various degrees of schizophrenia, but some of those traits sound more like social phobia or autism. When i think of schizophrenia, i think of that Terry Davis guy who was completely out there.

 

[Void]

Diagnosed schizoaffective with borderline personality here.

Cant get jewpills cause medicaid denied me for having insurance already and being a dependent. My insurance is my dad and it doesnt cover mental illness (its a employee insurance).

They dont believe in mental illness either so here I am, diagnosed but have no money to pay for it or until I move out.

 

[guyfromwizchan]

Micro you mean.

Ho crap i just outed myself as autistic, didn't i.

I have no idea about the various degrees of schizophrenia, but some of those traits sound more like social phobia or autism. When i think of schizophrenia, i think of that Terry Davis guy who was completely out there.

He wasn't even schizophrenic, he was diagnosed schizoaffective. He is quite mild as a schizo if you consider the fact of him not being medicated.

 

[MullberryB]

The mental hospital I was at also had a lot of teenagers who had cannabis induced psychosis.
Cannabis also causes schizophrenia because how it reduces the formation of synapses. Back to the synapse thing again.

I have seen the same in the hospitals I went to .
And the younger you start the worst it gets ...
People think cannabis is harmless and it's true for most people.
But if you have some underlying psychological fragility that can lead to addiction it can completely nuke your mind ...

 

[ShadowMonk]

He is quite mild as a schizo if you consider the fact of him not being medicated.

My brother didn't get diagnosed until he stabbed someone for kicking a ball on his window. He was committed instead of prison. They are constantly developing new medicine with milder side effects so take them plz.

 

[Deleted member 7573]

Some people said that I might have this kind of problem, but I know that they are working with them so it's probably a lie

 

[guyfromwizchan]

My brother didn't get diagnosed until he stabbed someone for kicking a ball on his window. He was committed instead of prison. They are constantly developing new medicine with milder side effects so take them plz.

No they are not trust me I know a great deal on this subject. They find one disease model that they focus on. Then different companies develop the exact same medicine (like with SSRIs) with different names. Then 30 years later they focus on a new disease model. It takes a LONG time for developments to happen.

 

[ThisLifeKillsMe]

I have schizophrenia. The sad part is that it did not affect me in my teens I was qiute a normie, I had friends a gf a job.But I lost it all in my twenties. Now I am 30 and I am at the lowest point in my life I cannot even leave my house because of paranoia and delusions.

Lol youre a pure mentalcel. Do you think this board will make it better? Gtfo and get a good treatment

 

[Dunarote]

Lol youre a pure mentalcel. Do you think this board will make it better? Gtfo and get a good treatment

There is no treatment for schizophrenia. Psychiatrists are assholes and they are more likely to kill me than cure me.

 

[MullberryB]

There is no treatment for schizophrenia. Psychiatrists are assholes and they are more likely to kill me than cure me.

There is quite a wide range of molecules that can help with schizophrenia ...
If nothing else work you can try clozapine :

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clozapine

The main side effects during the early stage of the treatment is you can get agranulocytosis so you have to stay in the the hospital for a few months so they monitor your white blood cells and then do a monthly blood test ...

I had given up on the treatment for a few months some years ago thinking I was OK and had a total batshit relapse ...

I don't love taking the pills since they are probably toxic for your liver and other parts of your body but at least they keep your brain mostly functioning ...

 

[guyfromwizchan]

There is quite a wide range of molecules that can help with schizophrenia ...
If nothing else work you can try clozapine :

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clozapine

The main side effects during the early stage of the treatment is you can get agranulocytosis so you have to stay in the the hospital for a few months so they monitor your white blood cells and then do a monthly blood test ...

I had given up on the treatment for a few months some years ago thinking I was OK and had a total batshit relapse ...

I don't love taking the pills since they are probably toxic for your liver and other parts of your body but at least they keep your brain mostly functioning ...

Lots of over the counter supplements as well. L-theanine is fantastic for removing hallucinations and such.

 

[MullberryB]

Lots of over the counter supplements as well. L-theanine is fantastic for removing hallucinations and such.

Thanks!
Less toxic solutions are welcome, will try ASAP .

 

[guyfromwizchan]

Thanks!
Less toxic solutions are welcome, will try ASAP .

Also pregnenolone is good for schizos. Has been studied (search Google). I've taken up to a gram of it. Fish oil is also good for schizos although I experience side-effects from it like fatigue and depression.
I have a whole list of things I've tried..