god fucking damn it
today I had the distinct displeasure of witnessing a highly autistic foid that crashed and ruined 1 of my video games group chats, leak that shes been getting very sexual, in explicit detail, with a htn group member. I know i should be surprised anymore, because AWALT, but damn. It sucks to see just how fucking easy they have it. Mind you, I was already on the fence of leaving this group, but a lot of games are way worse solo, but now i left the group. We are doomed to LDAR even in vidya.
I distinctly remember that autistic foid complaining about being institutionalized for years, having a shit life tehee, and being lonely. All empty words. Only to find out in 2 weeks of joining the group shes sending nudes and discussing what sex acts to do when they meet up in degenerate detail.
And now that song is playing in my head and its sending me over. I havent been able to look in the mirror today. I have such immense shame about my wasted life. HTN+ and foids have it so fuckign easy they can go from strangers to fucking in 2 weeks from mere discord messages. I cant get a kiss in 12 years.