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noodlelover
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I'm late thirties, quickly approaching 40. No car, poor cell, with no friends, or family connections.
Today I looked at a picture of me when I was in my mid 20s. My hair was very thick. So I looked in the mirror and it's very thin on the entire top of my head. No bald spots, but getting thin.
I am sad but I hold out some small hope that the scientist-cels will figure out something eventually for hair regrowth. I've been tracking the field, and there is progress but it's slow and I don't know if it will happen in my life time.
It is kinda funny, how fucked my face was. If I wasn't poor my SMV might be higher now than in my 20s. I looked very autistic and cringe back then. A decade of forcing myself into social situations helped with that. I also had this innocence and youth to my face that looked very unattractive to women. I looked like a young teenager, which killed my chances in my 20s. Now I look old, though people kindly tell me I look in my 20s. A decade of mewing and lifting (hormonal changes) made a difference. My jaw is wider and my face went from cute to warrior cute.
But my SMV is still below average even before factoring in that I'm a poorcel at my age (working on it but it's hard). So in the west it's still over for me. I plan to retire in SEA one day and date women until they pressure me for marriage or offer me a marriage ultimatum, then switch to a new girl, until I'm in the ground. Having guy friends, or maybe long term female friends, for friendship.
Any other old cels? How has your body changed since youth? How has your outlook changed?
Today I looked at a picture of me when I was in my mid 20s. My hair was very thick. So I looked in the mirror and it's very thin on the entire top of my head. No bald spots, but getting thin.
I am sad but I hold out some small hope that the scientist-cels will figure out something eventually for hair regrowth. I've been tracking the field, and there is progress but it's slow and I don't know if it will happen in my life time.
It is kinda funny, how fucked my face was. If I wasn't poor my SMV might be higher now than in my 20s. I looked very autistic and cringe back then. A decade of forcing myself into social situations helped with that. I also had this innocence and youth to my face that looked very unattractive to women. I looked like a young teenager, which killed my chances in my 20s. Now I look old, though people kindly tell me I look in my 20s. A decade of mewing and lifting (hormonal changes) made a difference. My jaw is wider and my face went from cute to warrior cute.
But my SMV is still below average even before factoring in that I'm a poorcel at my age (working on it but it's hard). So in the west it's still over for me. I plan to retire in SEA one day and date women until they pressure me for marriage or offer me a marriage ultimatum, then switch to a new girl, until I'm in the ground. Having guy friends, or maybe long term female friends, for friendship.
Any other old cels? How has your body changed since youth? How has your outlook changed?
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