Yes, I made a thread about it a while ago, I get you.
I came across some pictures of my Mother in her younger years, and of myself when I was 16/17 years old. She had a gorgeous Mediterranean phenotype, high wide cheekbones, almond eyes. Everything in perfect harmony, and it might even be the most attractive woman I have seen, or close to my type.
When I was 16, I looked way more handsome, compact facial features like my mother, high facial harmony, Almond eyes etc and full symmetrical lips.
I Looked at my older pictures and I could nearly cry.
She chose a heroin addict, and probably a someone not even of her own phenotype.
In other words, if she chose another Mediterranean Man, sharing features close to hers, then I would have ended up a lot more harmonious.
That's why I find in-group preference so important, people should just pick someone of their own race. But no, my mom went for a stupid Dutch idiot, not thinking about the future looks of her son.
Mediterranean women have such inferiority complex, seriously, and so did my mother while she was a very beautiful one. They can create absolutely beautiful handsome Sons, if they stick to their own Mediterranean Men. But my Mom was stupid and low IQ.
For some reason, they think everything above the Alps is 'better' than their own Men, which is far from the truth.
I'd much rather have ended Up resembling my Mother more with Souther European features and coloring, than having partial Dutch blood, which actually severely limited my gemetic potential. People should stick to their own sub-groups, even within Europe.
I'm sincere when I say this, I'd much rather resemble my mother more, with her southern-european phenotype like in my mid teens, than having a dad from above the Alps.