It's getting harder and harder to cope these days. Ngl it's not just about foids. Even in school, socially and academically im struggling to stay afloat. Because i am too retarded.
SuicideFuel Any of you guys are truly depressed and not trolling?
I don't even go outside, of course I'm not trolling. My life is a hell. I can't see any future. I will probably rope myself after I finished my surgery list. Because most likely surgery won't fix my mouth breather face.
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yes bro I think about ending it all for a long time now
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I dont think i'm depressed, just suicidal at times.
Same, im coping really hard.
Is the person in your avi Adam Lanza? lol.
Yes man, how is my new avi? Should i change it?
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No bro i would never end it, but i am truly depressed indeed.
i live with hope though. as far as i remember i lived my life just hoping that future will be better. and its not only related for sex.
i live with hope though. as far as i remember i lived my life just hoping that future will be better. and its not only related for sex.
I'm too low IQ to troll
Yep, there isn't really any hope left in me tbh. Recently i even lost the motivation to fap, it doesn't seem to give me the same amount of pleasure anymore. I've finally come to the realization that everything i ever wanted to expierience in life, will never come true for me. So there isn't really any point in continuning this existence any longer. Too bad, that there're still some people left, who seem to care about me. Which is the main reason why i'm not capable of ending it once and for all.
Looks great tbh. It seems unreal. I'm in shock. How can a mouth breather like Adam Lanza dance like that?
Plan on uploading a video suicide note before I make my sallekhana pilgrimage, I'll post it here the day I begin my journey.
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I am depressed and have been for the last 5 years. I have fleeting moments of happiness from time to time but there is a pervading sense of hopelessness around every corner. The days all melt together into one long continuous day, I don't get much sleep and when I wake up, it's with headaches or aching body parts. Constantly being reminded of the experiences I missed out on doesn't help, and nor do the massive expectations my parents have put on me. They want me to become a CEO or have a top level job but they don't even know that I don't even go to university, I've been lying to them for the last 2 years. I know that if I told them the truth they'd kick me out. Eventually I will have to come out with the truth but for now I'm just biding my time in my room, lonely and riddled with anxieties about my ugly face. I don't have the confidence to go outside, let alone attempt to get my life back on track.
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thERe is only one cure for depression, embrace it fren.
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yes bro, unbelievable sight of such legend in motion. I would ask myself if it was him.
Rare avi ngl
I think I'm truly depressed (but not diagnosed bcz I'm too afraid to go to a doctor).
And honestly my main problem is also probably not about foids.
It's about wageslaving.
And honestly my main problem is also probably not about foids.
It's about wageslaving.
Truly depressed too.
That is depressing tbh.
That is depressing tbh.
Deep thoughts interfering with my erections during fap sessions as well lately
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Haha yes bro just trolling man hahah I'm super happy see I'm laughing ha
Seriously, though, I hate being alive; I actively despise having to coexist with this animated corpse to which my consciousness is tethered
Seriously, though, I hate being alive; I actively despise having to coexist with this animated corpse to which my consciousness is tethered
I'm bipolar.
Yes, theres not a moment where I don't think about the rope
Depressed loner here checking in.
I'm 30 now and I've attempted suicide 3 times, spent the years 14 - 22 self harming at least weekly and I only leave the house a few times a year. Spend several hours a day crying, can hardly summon the motivation to get out of bed let alone shower, shave or eat proper food/exercise most days. I lost my decent-paying sales job because of my mental health problems, but nobody gave two fucks because I'm an ugly male.
I have nobody. No family, no friends, nothing. Nobody cares about me, and nobody ever has or ever will.
I have nobody. No family, no friends, nothing. Nobody cares about me, and nobody ever has or ever will.
I have like no self esteem or self worth. I'm necessarily depressed because i think really horrible of myself without the slightest chance to change something about it.
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I have been depressive really for most of my life. As a child in America my life was hell. Every few summers I would go to Japan for summer break, and it was like heaven there for me. Lots of love from my Grandmother, Mother, and Aunts, and I was a little neighborhood terrorist (Mischief). But, I would have to return to the States, and my narcissist Dad, and pure social isolation, and being overprotected. I had high hopes socially, and for girls out of naivete when I was a young adult, but that got crushed, and has been the single largest source of emotional pain for me my grown life. The girls who don't exist in my life, not the normies who can watch their sportsball, and buy expensive ego trinkets without me.
I only break free when I enjoy simple things like the outdoors, or RC cars, or train watching. Also I read a lot, and have a pretty vibramt mental life. If I were not autistic, and capable of living in my head, having the peer independence to do wierd things like watch trains, and derive satisfaction from simple pleasures, and was NT, I don't know how I would cope with being a "Loser". I am grateful for ambition, and projects, because there is absolutely no room for me in the normal world of social, vapid, NPC, sportsball loving tribal sheep.
I only break free when I enjoy simple things like the outdoors, or RC cars, or train watching. Also I read a lot, and have a pretty vibramt mental life. If I were not autistic, and capable of living in my head, having the peer independence to do wierd things like watch trains, and derive satisfaction from simple pleasures, and was NT, I don't know how I would cope with being a "Loser". I am grateful for ambition, and projects, because there is absolutely no room for me in the normal world of social, vapid, NPC, sportsball loving tribal sheep.
depressed? more like rage after the blackpill / awareness that only your looks ala superficiality counts and nothing else and that man are litteraly trash without those traits
your working for someone else , calling that your purpose while others where given ridiculous amount of wealth for nothing and do as they please? , people are retarded thinking waking up at 7 am going for work 8 hours a day doing the thing over and over again just to get by is normal
that immigration is normal?
that laws are normal ? ( restrictions written in a fucking book everyone follows bc their indoctrinated apes )
that gynocentrism is normal?
that being indoctrinated to the core in school is normal? ( you lern only BS and lies except basic language and math that you dont need , and dont lern a thing about money besides being a good little bitch for someone else? )
that getting shamed for knowing the truth and acting like it ?, because low and behold those apes dont want people going out of their lines
we are human doings , not human beings anymore , retards that let other humans have authority over us without even questioning it once
your working for someone else , calling that your purpose while others where given ridiculous amount of wealth for nothing and do as they please? , people are retarded thinking waking up at 7 am going for work 8 hours a day doing the thing over and over again just to get by is normal
that immigration is normal?
that laws are normal ? ( restrictions written in a fucking book everyone follows bc their indoctrinated apes )
that gynocentrism is normal?
that being indoctrinated to the core in school is normal? ( you lern only BS and lies except basic language and math that you dont need , and dont lern a thing about money besides being a good little bitch for someone else? )
that getting shamed for knowing the truth and acting like it ?, because low and behold those apes dont want people going out of their lines
we are human doings , not human beings anymore , retards that let other humans have authority over us without even questioning it once
Same its becoming unbearable for me to continue waking up everyday still being trapped in this repulsive body that I have this ugly face that I will never be able to fix. My copes such as video games,anime,art,vaping and alcohol are becoming obsolete, I do not enjoy them anymore. I don't why I'm waiting to kill myself next year, I should just to it asap since there is nothing for me to look forward to anymore.
I can control my depression for a time, but it regurlarly hits me and I become extremely sad. I am pretty sure as i get older and the reality of my situation becomes clearer I will be even more sad. I will either learn to accept it and LDAR or kill myself
Even if someone's trolling on this site, that's a pretty depressing way to spend time.
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I have been depressed as long as I can remember.
How old are you? When I was your age (I am assuming early 20s?) I used to be suicidally depressed. But over the years, at least for me, I have gotten used to it. Mind you, I still think about buying a gun and shooting my brains out; suicide is always on my mind. But it has certainly gotten better. I have come to realize that I will probably be single all my life, and I have come to accept that. So their is none of the stress about trying to achieve great things, get a girlfriend, etc.
I suspect most older incels are like me. Life has a way of grinding you down, and eventually you accept your sorry fate.
Ive been depressed for years and have been considering roping more often recently but I won't because that would give normies and everyone else what they want.
Yes i’ve thought of suicide but i shall never commit it for it is a degenerate act showing that you’ve caved into society’s demands. I will keep living, pass my genes and blackpill my children
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