Serious Any mentalcels out there?

[KillingJoke]

I've got my fair share of issues that cause me to be an incel like my ethnicity. But I honestly could overcome a lot of that and my major issue is mental. Diagnosed with DID with psychotic features and I have two alters Thymos and Logos. Not sure how y'all feel about this but I think it's relevant to my topic. The birth of these two alters come from two things Thymos was born from sexual abuse of my female cousin.

She was about 15 years older than me and I was 4 at the time, and the physical abuse of my father and mother. Logos was formed from emotional abuse and bullying through the years because of my ethnicity. I am not that insecure about my looks just my ethnicity and mental health. I am the main of this body, and I am diagnosed with CPTSD, Thymos is diagnosed with NPD, and Logos is diagnosed with ASPD. As a whole being, we have DID and we all have our fair share of problems.

I have an extremely hard time connecting with people, and when I start to succeed my trauma comes back. My psychotic features come from Logos trying to take control, he mocks me and haunts me constantly. Sometimes taking over without my consent and destroying anything meaningful I have because he thinks of them as a waste of time. Thymos tends to protect me someone causes me trauma, but he also causes damage and the angrier I get the closer I get to Logos taking control. Now for all that I know about myself and my years of studying psychology as well as intensive therapy and multiple hospitalizations and worst of all a visit to jail.

I have never been able to control Logos and Thymos, they seem to do whatever they want even if they have good intentions. Now I can't ever seem to connect with people properly and just come off as awkward creepy or just a straight up psycho. My family looks at me in fear because they are afraid of Logos, and I can't seem to live life without being afraid of the destruction he will cause this time. So I don't know how valid mentalcels are but I definitely feel like I am incel because of my mind more so then my body.

 

[The End]

Can you define Logos and Thymos? I started getting lost as soon as I read that.

I have aspergers/autism-lite and life-long depression. It's a pretty basic mixture, nothing special. ;-)

 

[KillingJoke]

Logos is reason and Thymos is pain, I have dissociative identity disorder. My two other personalities are Logos and Thymos.

Can you define Logos and Thymos? I started getting lost as soon as I read that.

I have aspergers/autism-lite and life-long depression. It's a pretty basic mixture, nothing special. ;-)

 

[Tellem-T]

Yes I have severe anxiety and personality disorders and the racepill made it worse

 

[Dunkelheit]

hey

 

[Weirdcel]

I'm fairly psychotic. Can't function around people. Get extremely neurotic after the fact.

 

[Diablocel]

Can you define Logos and Thymos? I started getting lost as soon as I read that.

I have aspergers/autism-lite and life-long depression. It's a pretty basic mixture, nothing special. ;-)

I have been an outsider since age 7 but don't have autism/asperger's, just had a lot of trouble socializing so I just sat in my seat as a social circle formed and I was the only one who wasn't in it

After elementary I made some male friends in high school and wasn't seen as really weird by people who weren't pieces of shit

 

[Hunter]

aspergers, ADHD, social anxiety, low IQ

 

[_incelinside]

I'm not sure if I can call myself a mentalcel as my looks are a problem too but I think i suffer from SA AvPD ADHD (might me on the spectrum if so very mild autism), some others

 

[FlyFace]

Rage tends to bubble up to the extremes with me and I tend to start punching walls. I also think of suicide pretty much every night, try to stay up late so I don't dream as much either.. my dreams are messed up in every sense with a strong tone of rejection and unhappiness.

 

[Jockcel]

aspergers, ADHD, social anxiety, low IQ

same + SPD

 

[Xando]

Social anxiety, Chronic exhaustion, Depressions.
Currently being researched on autism.

 

[ropetomorrow]

schizocel checking in

 

[Crab Rangoon]

Severe social anxiety, agoraphobia (mild), panic disorder. Depression comes and goes, not chronic.

 

[diogenes]

I'm definitely a mentalcel but not exclusively. My looks are also a problem of course. Even with autism I would have turned out fine if I was attractive because you get validated when you're attractive but instead I developed other personality disorders along with autism.

 

[blackcel]

Yes, I actually wouldn't be a virgin if I didn't have dysthymia for most of my life. The social anxiety and low self esteem caused by years of depression really killed all of my chances with any interested woman.

Wish my parents gave enough of a shit to take me to a psychiatrist when I was a teen because the medication really does help me out.

 

[Tellem-T]

Yes, I actually wouldn't be a virgin if I didn't have dysthymia for most of my life. The social anxiety and low self esteem caused by years of depression really killed all of my chances with any interested woman.

Wish my parents gave enough of a shit to take me to a psychiatrist when I was a teen because the medication really does help me out.

Just betabux

 

[Deleted member 3725]

I have an extremely hard time connecting with people, and when I start to succeed my trauma comes back. My psychotic features come from Logos trying to take control, he mocks me and haunts me constantly. Sometimes taking over without my consent and destroying anything meaningful I have because he thinks of them as a waste of time. Thymos tends to protect me someone causes me trauma, but he also causes damage and the angrier I get the closer I get to Logos taking control. Now for all that I know about myself and my years of studying psychology as well as intensive therapy and multiple hospitalizations and worst of all a visit to jail.

I have gone through abuse as well as a child but I guess it wasnt severe enough for me to develop any sort of complex mental disorders. I do relate to what you have written here though.

 

[blackcel]

Just betabux

Probably will end up doing that tbh

 

[Born Defective]

Yes. But I just suffer extreme social anxiety. It still sucks though.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I have depression and I always have a feeling of rejection. I feel lonely

But my looks are also not great

 

[Izayacel]

mental and looks if i rly force myself to do something i do it, but mostly its like why care, when you aint get shit in return
never understood people having fun going outside i mean for what to talk around walk around ... i either get food, steal again in my netto ( easy as fuck haha Aue wasn kaff , as if ever a auer lurks around reading this and if may i teach you how to do it bc this netto just have 90% of the workers of cunts and a missing cameras and the workers seem to be straight up dumb ) if i get something of value going outside makes sence if i go i jog or get something but not just for the sake i rather get more redpills make money on the web or cope my brains out

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

yes I'm a mentalcel and a lookscel so I'm fucked either way

 

[Colly]

I don't even know what I am anymore.

 

[Cry]

I'm one of the biggest mentalcels on this site. I have Aspergers, depression, anxiety and severe OCD.

Not self diagnosed, diagnosed by several educated psychologists. I have been in different forms of therapy since I was 8. No matter how good you look you're fucked with this amount of mental diseases.

At least my iq is extremely high because of my aspergers (157), but it only made me more ackward/different/strange. I literally never studied for any math/english/biology/history test in school and still got top results and I was always in top 1% in my country.