Anytime I make any inproooooovements all my other flaws immediately flare up and become more pronounced. I feel numb and depressed as a direct consequence so I give up. Who am I improvemaxxing for?. I wish I could believe in god. I really do. If I was a Christcel I feel like my life would have meaning, but then again how could a god force us to live this life as an incel? Do christcels even exist?
