PleaseDontWakeMe
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- Jun 21, 2019
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It wont be too long now till I reach the big 30 and I'm struggling to cope. Last month I failed at an OD. Last year I invaded a national defence building trying to suicide but just got threatened with imprisonment if I returned. The copes are becoming less affective. I've always loved my video games but I can only play them so much, when I'm not on them or asleep I'm miserable, either angry, frustrated or near tears. The gym is a good cope now I have so much rage pushing myself through the pain is easier than sitting at home upset.
Porn doesn't work for me anymore. I just feel pathetic watching another guy getting to fuck a foid, when I can't. I can't masturbate to nothing either. When I don't nut for a while I become agitated and irritated by anything minor that's wrong. Escortceling is difficult because it reinforces the idea I'm not good enough to have a foid want to fuck me. Also the foids just wants money and it feels so bad everytime it's clear they don't care about me.
I swiped right to pretty much every girl in my age range in my major city on tinder and nobody would come to meet me.
How do you cope?
Porn doesn't work for me anymore. I just feel pathetic watching another guy getting to fuck a foid, when I can't. I can't masturbate to nothing either. When I don't nut for a while I become agitated and irritated by anything minor that's wrong. Escortceling is difficult because it reinforces the idea I'm not good enough to have a foid want to fuck me. Also the foids just wants money and it feels so bad everytime it's clear they don't care about me.
I swiped right to pretty much every girl in my age range in my major city on tinder and nobody would come to meet me.
How do you cope?