I live because I want to see wars, suffering and chaos 40-50 years from now. This is my biggest reason to live and it gives me will to get up everyday. Because I know wars, sickness, suffering, climate will come. And it will come down hard. I am waiting for this day, it's going to take a while, but oh I'll wait, I'll wait until I grow old just to see this. I want to see this world suffer and die.